Tea Time with Miyo

Paris is one of the places that I only envisioned in my dreams. Like any young girl who is head over heels about falling in love, this place came to my mind. As a teen, I thought of Paris as a place where lovers meet or where you meet your lifetime partner. I used to even daydream about going there hanging a lock at one of the bridges around Seine River. Yes, I am a hopeless romantic in one part of my lifetime LOL

I really thought I would be visiting this place with my one true love, my husband. It hasn't happened yet though since I could not convince him to go without the kids hehehehe... But then the universe couldn't wait for me to visit this place, or maybe it is already so sick and tired listening to my thoughts of going there, so it gave me this once in a lifetime opportunity going there as a side trip to Croatia.

I visited the place with my two friends, Cris and Rachel. It isn't a romantic trip that I imagined years ago but being able to go with two people who constantly fill my energy with colors is great enough. Even if it is just a short trip, we are able to explore Paris and experience most of its grandeur.

The place isn't as spectacular as I thought it would be though, but nonetheless, the trip reminded me how beautiful life is. Traveling with friends allowed me to retrieve back myself, one that was buried deeply inside me and went hiding because I decided to raise a family.

By becoming a mother, I've had this dilemma of losing myself in the process. I ended up looking after the wellness of my kids and husband, neglecting to see that I do have needs as well. However, for the past 2 years, the pandemic allowed me to realize that I need to love myself first so I can provide the best care I could give to my family. Some would think I am being selfish doing this because that's what the society dictates. As a parent, you need to forget about yourself and give it all to your offsprings. I call that bullshit. I realized that the ideal situation would be to fill your cup first so it overflows enough to fill other people's cups. Loving yourself is not selfish, it is selfless, because you allow yourself to shine your light and bring light to others. You cannot pour enough love from an empty heart. So it should start from within you.

I am grateful to be able to see Paris and yes, it is still a place of love to me. Coming to this place allowed me to find love for myself once again. I guess the universe wanted me to go there to find love indeed. After almost a month away from my husband, I came back to my lover's arms with so much joy, gratefulness and love. My cup was overflowing and ready to share how beautiful life is with others.

La vie est belle!

February 03, 2023 No comments

Today is one of those days where I am filled with doubts and worries. I am not sure where it is coming from but this comes and goes. It happens and how we respond to it matters. If I was my old self, I would most likely push this aside and ignore it, but since I am more connected to my higher self, I tend not to escape the thought. I need to know what I am being reminded of and what I need to engage in.

I meditated today with that question. Why do I feel like lacking in so many things and what do I need to do to get past this? I turned to my higher self and my spirit guides to bring me clarity on what is needed for me to be assured instead. Then pulled two cards:

I came to me, I wasn't really lacking. I am just failing to see what is there. I forget to see how much abundant my life is right now. It isn't where I am hoping to be but I am blessed beyond what I can imagine. My doubts and fears is reminding me to look to the present and not be anxious of the future. I have the resources that I need right now and I am getting the support I needed whenever I needed it. Manifestation is an innate power that I sometimes take for granted because I live so much in fear.

This is what I am trying to transform about myself, to get off survival mode and stop living in fear. I was successful doing this a lot of times but when things don't go my way, I tend to go on default mode. Grounding myself and seeking sanctuary from my essential oils helped me a lot to interrupt and reprogram this pattern. I am grateful that I have these.

So when you are in despair, turn to God or whatever you believe in to have a higher power beyond yourself. Get your energy from the source, in my case, Mother Earth, the Universe and the Angels. How we perceive the external world we are living in depends on our mindset. So cultivate your ability to filter thoughts that are fear-based, and fill it with thoughts of love and belief. We are all abundant, it is just how we see our life as it is. We all have the power to manifest the life that we want, we just have to start changing how we think and feel about our present situation. Surrounding yourself with high energy would help change your internal vibe.

If you are going through so much right now, it is OK to feel scared and worried. However, do not let fear dictate how you live your life and how you make your decisions. When you live in fear, you often miss out on opportunities that come your way. Instead, trust that God has opened new opportunities for you, it is just waiting for you to find it. If you are living in fear, it would be hard for you to see the small signs and messages that is coming to you to help you get off that situation. So trust and believe that it will get better and try to see what this experience is teaching you right now.

February 01, 2023 No comments

It was just a few years ago that I realized how much starting your morning affects how you would respond to certain situations and events throughout the day. Since then, daily priming has been a staple in my morning. It has evolved throughout time as I learn new ways to set the tone and mood that I needed depending on my intention for the day.

I learned that protecting your spiritual energy is needed so you can be at the highest vibration possible so you can act and respond out of love and not fear. Creating a positive atmosphere in the morning also helps you become clearer and more focused with what you need to accomplish.

So how do I start my day? I first start with affirmations. I do this just when I was waking up, lying in bed and half-asleep. This was when I was still in trance state. I would say "I am abundant, I am living my purpose, I am loved, I am deserving, I am enough. Everything works out for me. I am at peace. What is meant for me will come with ease." You can be specific too if you have anything that you want to accomplish or have. Usually I do this when I need something that I want to manifest.

Then I would say a prayer of gratitude, connect to my angels and archangels. I would thank them and ask them to guide me throughout the day. I would do breathing exercises and meditate to ground myself. I usually listen to Kyle Gray or Yantara Jiro when meditating. By the way, I do everything while in bed :D hehehe

After I am done with mental and spiritual work, I then get out of my bed and apply essential oils to protect my energy field. I would also turn on the diffuser with citrus and mint aroma to help me feel energized and uplifted. I would draw some oracle cards, or sometimes tarot if I am not lazy, just to check if there is any message that I need to be reminded of or need to focus on. Lastly, I would just cast a beam of white light to my husband and kids, just to cleanse their energies and protect their aura.

After I am done with all these, I would go about whatever routine I have in the morning.

It may seem a lot but it doesn't take much of my time. I just feel at peace and at ease when I do this daily. Also I noticed that I am more patient, compassionate and motivated throughout the day. There may be bad days but usually when I prime my day right, I can get through that day without really disturbing my vibe and I can easily shift back to high frequency.

Have you tried priming before? I would like to know how you do it? If not, would you want to try it for one week and see how it goes?

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May 03, 2021 No comments

At times my Leo personality prevents me from showing weakness even to the people closest to me. Apparently this came off as me being insensitive, emotionless and stoic. Little did I know, it made someone feel less loved and cherished. I came too strong that I mask my true feelings most of the time.

I came across this reading by Eso Tarot and it dawned on me that at times there are things that need to be said so you can be understood. Sometimes we worry too much that if we become too honest to the people close to us, we become susceptible. I have had trust issues from previous relationships that I had kept this limiting belief to shield myself from pain.

My intuition became stronger and clearer when I get to open up my heart to two friends and from that heart-to-heart conversation I have realized I somewhat brought my relationship with this special someone to a point where we seem like strangers. It was like me digging our relationship its own grave. I am not saying I admit that it was entirely. my fault, it still takes two to tango, but I somewhat added fuel into the fire. We almost lost our connection, that spark that brought us together in the first place.

I realized that I was expecting him to open up his heart to me, when I wasn’t even willing to be vulnerable in front of him. I broke that barrier this week and I am glad I did. I poured my heart and soul to him, unexpectedly it allowed him to open himself to me as well. The words that I have been longing to hear and been questioning myself for the longest time, he answered exactly the way I hope it would be.

So I learned today that when you love, you have to be an open book to that person so he can have the ease and confidence to do the same. Being vulnerable to someone doesn’t show you are weak, but instead, it just tells that person how much he means to you. It was a realization that I learned the hard way that it has to take a Mercury transit in Aries to shake up my 7th House.

It was indeed a rollercoaster ride this week, but the most loved I’ve felt my entire life.

April 14, 2021 No comments

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