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Tea Time with Miyo

Welcome to my little corner of the internet—where heart talks, soul giggles, and curious minds gather. I started this blog to share snippets of my life: the magical, the messy, the mundane, and everything in between.

Think of this space as a cozy chat over tea, where we can daydream, dive deep, and laugh about the wild ride of being human.

So grab a comfy seat, bring your whole self, and let’s journey together—one beautiful, weird, wonderful moment at a time.

I had a strong download today while doing my usual energy check-in. It is one of those quiet whispers that lands with so much clarity and precision I can’t ignore it. And because I like verifying my intuitive hits with something objective, I checked it against my own natal chart… and the pieces lined up too perfectly.

I’ve always known I had a natural kind of psychic protection. My psychic field feels like reinforced titanium with a built-in karmic boomerang. I used to wonder why nothing ever seems to stick when people send negativity my way. Turns out, my chart literally explains the architecture of my protection.


Saturn in 12H = Lifetime-Grade Spiritual Firewall
With my Saturn sitting in the 12th house of my chart is a placement that naturally gives me a structured aura, a strict boundary against psychic intrusion and a built-in karmic accountability field around my energy. I literally incarnated with a cosmic "Do Not Trespass" tape wrapped in monk-level discipline hehehehe...

If you don't know yet, Saturn guards the unseen realm, so anyone trying to poke me energetically ends up poking Saturn. This I tell you, Saturn is not the "gentle warning" type. Saturn is the "sit down, reflect on your life decisions and suffer the natural consequences of your own actions" type. So yes, evil eye doesn't penetrate me. It isn't arrogance, it is my architecture.

Saturn Conjuct North Node = Karmic Authority
This particular aspect in my 12H reinforces that I carry ancestral karmic resilience. My soul path includes mastery of spiritual boundaries, and anyone projecting negativiy toward me activates their own karma, not mine. This conjuction meant that I already did soul work in my previous lifetimes and the shield that I enjoy now is something I earned.

My energetic field is under Saturn's jurisdiction. Anything sent to me gets scanned, logged and, when needed, returned to sender with an educational seminar from the Universe. So take that in slowly. It is not revenge, not malice, but a simple and elegant karmic correction.

Virgo Modality = Precision Cleansing + Energetic Efficiency
Virgo isn't just organized, it rules purification, discernment, systems of healing and sutble energy maintenance. So my Saturn-NN in 12H Virgo expresses as natural psychic discernment, unconscious energetic filtration and high immunity to psychic pollution. It is like having a filtration system that auto-cleans the aura before negativity even reaches my emotional body.

12th House = Hidden Enemies + Spiritual Cause & Effect
So now here's the kicker, the 12th house governs hidden enemies. There are the people who doubt you, gossip about you, feel threatened by your light and project their insecurities onto you. You know that these energies can really affect you if you do not project yourself or practice energy hygiene.

With my Saturn in that house, these kind of people do not harm me the way it should. Instead, they trigger karmic consequences for themselves because they are not actually attacking me with their thoughts, they are attacking my Saturn. And Saturn always says, "return to sender, but with homework."

Saturn-NN in Virgo 12H Sextile with Scorpio Moon = Alchemist's Shield + Oracle's Radar + Hidden Spiritual Machinery
My Scorpio Moon is my intuitive scanner which gives me X-ray emotional perception. This is an ability I have to feel the truth behind people's words. This is my built-in warning system for hidden motives, a deep insticnt for detecting energetic inconsistencies. I have a "lie-detector" heart especially around values, safety, and trust.

Scorpio Moon don't guess, it just knows. And it knows from intuition not logic. So while my Saturn provides the protection, my Scorpio Moon provides the early detection system. I strongly feel energetic shifts before others even notice they are emitting something my way.

Saturn in 12H is like having a quiet karmic judge, a private spiritual guardian, an unseen boundary-laying architect and a permanent shield around subconscious. I am protected even when I don't know I am protected. It is stronger when I am asleep, in meditation, in moments of vulnerabilty and during intuition downloads. I got my Saturn as a full-time spiritual bouncer.

This combination makes me sensitive (through Scorpio Moon) and impermeable (through Saturn in 12H). Normally, anyone with Scorpio Moon can be easily affected by hidden resentment, energetic hooks, emotional manipulation and jealousy aimed at them but my chart placements creates a plot twist. Saturn in 12H creates a barrier that prevents my Scorpio Moon from absobing negativity. While my emotional body registers the intent, my spritual body refuses the charge.

This is a signature of a spiritual alchemist. Someone with this combination enables them to walk through shadows without absorbing it. The sextile makes this process smooth, non-dramatic and efficient. Karmic consequences happen without the need to lift a finger or even feeling the hit. So the more I get unaffected by people who try to attack me, the stronger they feel the energetic backlash.

Overtime, as I work in activating this sextile, I learned not to retaliate or even engage. Cuz I learned from my chart that the energies that I am born with will do the housekeeping automatically. It took a while for me to gain mastery over this configuration because sextiles require effort... they’re not passive blessings. Sextiles aren’t those “you wake up blessed” placements. You have to earn the magic they offer.

And while my chart gives me strong psychic protection, I also discovered that I’m not completely bulletproof. Other people’s emotions (not the ones intentionally directed at me, but the ones they simply carry) can be my kryptonite. If I’m not careful, absorbing those emotional fog can drain my energy and physically trigger my heart. That’s a juicy discussion for another time, but an important part of the story.

Only when I understood this vulnerability in my Moon did I learn how to regulate it through consistent energetic hygiene. This allowed my intuitive radar and karmic firewall to work together in a healthy way. Now, with Virgo’s discernment guiding the process, I can sense everything without carrying any of it.

I am able to transform my psychic gifts over time. Clairvoyance without being chaotic, clairsentience without being porous and deep-feeling without being destabilized. Mastering intuition with boundaries is a lifetime mindfulness I need to practice so I am able to handle whatever I sense with structure.

Scorpio Moon = Karmic Boomerang Activation + Deep Radar
I FEEL everything - truth, motive, emotional undercurrents and energetic distortions. Thanks to my Saturn, I am able to filter, organize and neutralize the emotional perceptions I get.

Scorpio energy rules shadow work, power dynamics, energetic exchanges and cause-and-effet of emotional intent. So when someone sends harmful energy my way, my Scorpio Moon instantly recognizes this as shadow energy. And once this registers as such, Saturn reinforces the consequence. My energy system mirrors back whatever is aimed at me, intensified by the Scorpio Moon's depth and Saturn's karmic authority. This makes the karmic boomerang tenfold, amplified by Scorpio intensity and Saturn accountability.

Scorpio Moon in 2H = Emotional Security Tied to Energetic Sovereignty
I learned from my early age that emotional safety came from "never letting other people's intentions affect my inner world." This is why I am good with transmuting emotions into wisdom. While most Scorpio Moons feel vulnerable most of the time, I don't, because my Saturn in 12H acts as the unseen guardian of my emotional ecosystem.

Libra Rising = Social Camouflage
If you are wondering why I am also looking at my Libra rising in this equation, is because this particular placement makes this hidden ability covert. So this layer makes the whole dynamic look effortless hehehe...

People think I am soft, approachable, kind and sweet because my Libra Rising smooths the edges, but underneath the facade is someone who sees through illusions and has zero tolerance for hidden malice. This confuses all my hidden enemies har har! Most people expect me to be unaware, fragile or affected but instead, they hit my Saturn wall then deal with their own karma.

My aura says, "Hi! I'm just here being cute and peaceful!" My heart says, "...I know exactly what you are hiding." and subconsciously my mind says, "try it and suffer the consequences." BOOM!

The mismatch is my power. It lets me move through life without attracting unnecessary conflict while still being untouchable on the spritual plane. So I can say I can move through life while my haters find themselves stumbling over their own shadows. *evil laugh*

Pluto in 1H Libra = Penetrating Aura
We now come to the juiciest layer of my psychic architecture. I would say Pluto in my 1st House is one of the most powerful placement I got for psychic presence. It gives me penetrating aura, forces people to unmask themselves around me, and deflects psychic attacks. This makes people either trust me deeply or fear me instantly.

People feel "seen through" even when I am politely smiling because my energetic field always emits this message: "Your mask is cute but I can see beneath it."

My Pluto creates a psychic scanner that overlaps with my Scorpio moon's emotional scanner. Whatever my moon feels, the Pluto confirms. Pluto is the flashlight that exposes shadows and yes, it sits right on the house that governs identity. So my mere presence activates truth in others.

This is why it often reveals hidden enemies - the people who have secret resentment, envy or ill intention against me. They naturally expose themselves because my energy just forces shadows to rise to the surface. I guess this is why I am unbothered to worry about who is against me because I have this inner knowing that they will reveal themselves voluntarily.

My aura doesn't just protect, it transmute anything thrown at it. My energy activates psychic alchemy which can make people spiral down after projecting onto me while I stay unbothered.

Leo Stellium in 11H = Solar Shield
The stellium of Sun, Mercury, Venus and Jupiter in my 11H Leo makes low vibrations unable to penetrate because this combination naturally gives high frequency, heart-centered and confident energy field. When people throw mud at me, it just burns. I may give off warm vibe but people know I am untouchable. With Jupiter in this combination, it amplifies everything making the light impossible to override.

This may also be the reason why I do what I do. I learned to hold someone's shadows without letting it stain my heart. Dark energies cannot disempower me because I have so much light. And through practice and cultivation, other people's emotional chaos can no longer destabilize me. I am able to strip away the savior complex so now I can sit in pain without collapsing into it.

I am able to attract people who need transformation and repel those who fear it. It shows in all the clients I serve. I use my knowledge of my personal energy to also guide others to do the same.

When I don't give a fuck, it is because I know there is a higher power working behind me and doing their job. So when I sense that someone suffers tenfold when they have bad thoughts about me, it is not just my imagination and I am not the one causing it. Saturn doesn't punish, it mirrors.

When someone sends me envy, wishes failure, speaks ill of me, or tries to sabotage me, Saturn amplifies the lesson they need to learn and life teaches it back in proportion to what they sent. It is karmic math, not vengeance. Since Saturn is involved, the multiplier is noticeable.

IF I look it through deeper spiritual truth, I am not build to absorb other people's shadows but to transcend them. Which reflects exactly what I do and offer. My chart is a reflection of someone whose energy is designed to stay sovereign so I can focus on healing, teaching, and guiding rather than defending.

Although my protection isn't loud and isn't agressive, it is covert and simply unpenetrable. So when someone sends me thoughts that doesn't serve my highest good, know that I never do any action or ritual to curse anyone or cause any of their misfortune. My energetic field is simply aligned with Saturn's karmic order. My aura doesn't absorb their negativity towards me, it reflects it and Saturn ensures that they learn the consequences of their own projection.

This is also why I am not big into talismans or protection tools because I don't feel the need to fight psychic attacks. I out-vibrate them because my Saturn neutralizes them. Karma educates the sender so I can continue to do my work like the Virgo-coded lightworker that I am.

So when you throw shades at me, know that my guides laugh at you because you are literally stubbing a bubble and it just bounces back and make you slip on your own banana peel.

The question is, why do I still trust easily when my energy already knows who can’t be trusted? The answer is simple: I’m not operating from fear. My intuition already registers the truth and protection is already in place. So there’s no need to control, accuse, expose, or interfere. I just trust… and I observe.

And somehow, people always reveal themselves on their own. Even without confrontation, effort or traps. Contrary to popular belief, I’m not luring anyone into anything. LOL! I just create a calm, open space where masks get heavy and shadows get sloppy. When people relax, truth walks out uninvited. If consequences happen, it’s not because I planned them. It’s because I didn’t stop gravity from doing its job.

I don’t tighten the field. I don’t move the furniture. I just stay still.

And Saturn handles the rest. 😌✨
December 12, 2025 No comments
I’ll be honest, I doubted myself so much this week.

There’s been so much talk about the “cosmic shower of blessings” in the air, and many of my psychic friends were feeling strong energetic surges. Meanwhile, I was… sleepy. All I wanted was to curl up and nap.


For a moment, I wondered, what’s wrong with me?
Am I not doing enough spiritual work?
Did the Universe forget to include me in the group upgrade?

But then, in that quiet space, I heard my guides whisper:
“You’re not disconnected. You’re anchoring.”

And it clicked.

Some of us are meant to feel the fire...the downloads, the visions, the rush. Others are meant to hold the ground steady while that energy pours in. I guess I am one of those who stabilizes the collective field, turning that wild frequency into usable light.

True awakening isn’t about being picked by the Universe as most call "chosen ones", it’s about becoming receptive enough to listen.

If you’ve been feeling more calm than cosmic lately, that doesn’t mean you’re less awakened. It might actually mean you’ve grown enough that your body no longer needs the drama to recognize a shift.

My guides reminded me that I didn't feel the fireworks others describe because
I've normalized higher frequencies through years of attunement and self-cultivation.
My system now interprets cosmic upgrades as subtle peace, not chaos.
I no longer need to be "shaken" to know something sacred is happening.

I am not someone who needs to feel to believe and that I am an anchor point in the field. My energy doesn't spike with the crowd, it stabilizes the crowd. While others are overwhelmed by cosmic downloads, I stay calm in the middle, quietly grounding the charge into the Earth so it becomes usable light.

Energy work isn’t always about channeling; it’s also about allowing integration without resistance.
Sleepiness? That’s integration.
Stillness? That’s embodiment.
Neutrality? That’s mastery.

So if you’re like me, sitting there wondering why you don’t feel the fireworks everyone else describes, please know:
You’re not left out.
You’re holding it down.

You are the calm that helps the light settle.
October 22, 2025 No comments
As I continue to deepen my spiritual path, I’ve come to realize something profoundly liberating: simplicity is the key.

For a long time, I believed that being spiritual meant needing to know more… to study every energetic layer, master every complex system, and name each phenomenon happening within and around me in order to be “truly spiritual.” I thought peace could only be attained by mastering advanced techniques and collecting certificates to validate my growth.


But as I anchor more deeply into the Divine Light, the noise has softened. As I learn to listen with my soul rather than just my mind, the truth becomes clearer: The answers have always been within.

That we are not broken.
That we are not lacking.
That healing is not about becoming more—but about remembering who we are.

There is great power in returning to your roots. It’s not about how many modalities you know or how many levels you’ve completed. It’s about how deeply you integrate what you already know into your daily life. Wisdom isn’t something you chase—it’s something you embody.

We often miss this truth: the path of return is more potent than the pursuit of complexity. From this realization, I was able to shift from external validation—through certificates, systems, and definitions—to inner trust and daily integration. It mirrors the archetypal return to the Self, which, if we think about it, aligns deeply with the teachings of mystics, sages, and even Carl Jung’s individuation journey.

I guess I’m now in a state of living the paradox of mastery—The more I know, the more I realize I don’t need to know everything. I just need to embody what is true.

Maybe this is what energetic refinement feels like—like clearing static from a radio. I feel that I’m tuning more clearly into divine guidance… through less noise, and more essence. And that’s when intuition flows freely.

Ironically, the magic becomes more potent— Not because it is complicated, But because it is aligned.

Now, this is what I teach anyone who crosses my path:
1. The greatest wisdom is already within.
2. You already carry the light.
3. I am not your source of power—I am simply a mirror and a companion on your journey.
4. The most profound truths are simple.
5. And the path forward is rarely “out there”—it’s a homecoming.

I walk this path not to be followed, but to hold space. I am not a guru. I would rather see myself as a mirror and facilitator. To walk beside others. To reflect their light back to them when they forget. To whisper, gently and clearly: They already have everything they need.

I want others to reclaim their own sovereignty, rather than become dependent on me.

Every offering I share—whether it’s a Reiki attunment, an Angelic empowerment, a Gong Fu Cha ceremony, a sacred oil rituals, a crystal alchemy bracelet, or a soul-stirring meditation—is simply a key. But the door? That’s already within you.

And the only one who can walk through it… is you.

And the most beautiful part? You don’t need to be anyone else. You just need to come home to yourself.

Everything I offer is an invitation— Not to learn more, but to remember. Not to become better, but to return to wholeness.

Whether it’s through courses and immersions, soul facilitation, or energetic tool alchemy… each one is designed to activate what already lives within them. These aren’t lessons—they are awakenings.

Maybe this is why I do this work— Because I’ve been the seeker. Because I’ve tasted pain, burnout, and emptiness—even while “doing all the right things.” Because I know how it feels to look outside myself for validation, healing, and peace…

…only to come full circle and realize: It was within us all along.

I do this work not just because it’s what I know. I do this because it’s who I am. This is my devotion.

I do this to help others unlearn the noise, return to their roots, and awaken the divine blueprint already humming in their cells.

If you happen to be reading this, your soul brought you here— Not because I have something you don’t, But because you are meant to remember.

Your healing is sacred.
Your path is valid.
And you?
You are already whole.

Maybe this is not just my initiation—from being a seeker to becoming a wisdom-keeper. Maybe I am also here to pass the torch, In a way that lets others light their own fire.

Just as Jesus asked me to do… In the vision I received of Him, four years ago.
October 02, 2025 No comments
There are days I look at my daughter and wonder, "what star did you fall from, child of mine?"

Then I saw an old photo today — Cerise, just two years old, proudly marching into daycare in her queen’s cape. No special occasion. Just a regular day… except not for her. As someone who truly believes in self-expression, I let her be. Of course, I packed a change of clothes just in case she changed her mind — but she didn’t.


That was the moment I knew: she isn’t a regular girl.

There’s something about her that’s always sparkled beyond the surface. She’s always had this presence… a mix of boldness and softness that’s hard to put into words. Not just the glitter of her dress or the gleam in her eyes — but something deeper, older, wiser. She’s never been afraid to express and to be entirely, unapologetically herself.

And as she grew, so did her light — untamed, compassionate, a little wild, a little wise.

Raising her has been a journey of learning how to hold space for someone who doesn’t fit into neat boxes. It’s like raising a wildfire made of starlight. She challenges norms with such ease — not because she wants to defy, but because her mind naturally sees a better way. That’s her Aquarius Sun. She questions, she envisions, she reimagines — rules, systems, even me (especially me). She sees the world through a lens of hope, justice, and “there must be a better way.”

Just when you think she’s all logic and rebellion, she’ll surprise you with the gentlest heart. Her Pisces Moon whispers through every silence — through her art, her empathy, the way she comforts animals and people with equal tenderness. Her heart is as vast as the ocean. She feels it all — the joy, the sorrow, the in-betweens — and carries it with a grace that often makes me pause and breathe in her softness. She feels things so deeply, it sometimes takes her breath away. Sometimes mine, too.

And then there’s her Leo Rising — oh, that shine. That’s her crown. She doesn’t wear it to be seen — she wears it because it’s who she is. She radiates warmth, speaks with presence, and holds her own light with pride. She walks into a room and it lights up — not because she tries to, but because her soul was built to shine. She’s a storyteller, a performer, a leader by nature. Not in the loud, demanding way — but in that magnetic way that makes people want to simply be near her.

She often tells me she got her looks from her daddy, but her kindness from me. The truth is, she’s taught me so much about being real, being kind, and being brave enough to dream out loud.

Watching her grow is like watching the sun rise inside a dream — brilliant, mystical, and unforgettable.

She is a heart-centered revolutionary wrapped in a dreamer’s soul and a queen’s cloak. 👑✨
June 12, 2025 No comments
Whenever I enter into a Gong Fu Cha session, it feels like the world softens. As I pour each round, I am not just making tea — I am creating a sacred bridge between spirit and earth.

Tea has always held a deep, soul-rooted connection for me. One of my earliest core memories is sharing tea with my Papa — simple, unspoken moments over a warm cup. I didn’t know it then, but those moments planted a seed in my being… one that would eventually blossom into something far more spiritual.


Over the years, I’ve come to realize: I’ve walked with plants before. I’ve held the wisdom of herbs and essences in lifetimes past. Tea and essential oils feel like kindred allies — familiar, timeless. My soul remembers.

Through the graceful art of Gong Fu Cha, I’ve learned to listen deeply — not just to the whispers of the leaves, but to the rhythm of my own body. Contrary to what some believe, tea doesn’t always overstimulate the heart. When prepared with reverence and intuitive care, it can support the heart, not disrupt it. I’ve learned to extract the essence in a way that harmonizes with my energy, not work against it. It’s a heart-aligned alchemy.

This practice has become more than just tea — it’s become my portal. A forest within. When I sit in ceremony, I visualize myself in a new world — a woman in silence, surrounded by wildflowers and fireflies and held in a meadow kissed by twilight — that’s how it feels inside me.

It’s where I go to untangle my thoughts. To listen to what my emotions are truly saying. To root myself back into the earth when the world feels too fast.

Tea anchors me. Balances me. Returns me.

And I believe… the more we steep ourselves in stillness, the more sacred life becomes.

🍵💜
June 08, 2025 No comments
I never imagined I’d be sharing this. But here I am—alive, grateful, and certain that I’m here because God willed it.

It all began with what seemed like a simple invitation from Rev. T. Aisa to learn more about naturopathy. That path led me to meet Dr. Beth Micaller. From there, divine orchestration started to unfold. God placed people in my life as vessels of warning and wisdom—one of them was Dr. Elizabeth Oropesa, whom I met through Dr. Jo. I initially thought I was there to learn about astral travel, but God clearly had other plans.

Instead of ethereal journeys, I received a powerful message: that my heart was weakening—both energetically and physically.

Around the same time, Saturn was exiting my 6th house at 29° Pisces—a critical and karmic degree, often representing the end of a long cycle. It was a learning I needed, one that couldn’t be skipped or delayed. I had overextended myself, pouring endlessly into others and neglecting the temple that housed my spirit—my physical body.



That warning became an eye-opener. A sacred whisper that came just in time—for me to experience the wake-up call but still survive to tell the story.

I did what I knew best. I turned to crystals and Reiki, the healing modalities I’ve long trusted. I called in my guardian angels, asked the Archangels to surround and protect me. I invited the Holy Spirit to fill my entire being with divine light. And yet—I was still challenged by the physical. My spirit was strong, but my body was catching up.

Then it happened.

My Supraventricular Tachycardia (SVT) was triggered. And I believe with all my heart—it was God’s way of getting me to the hospital. It stopped just a few blocks before we reached the ER, but I knew I still had to go. That pause wasn’t a green light to turn back—it was a divine nudge to move forward.

At the ER, a perceptive doctor sensed something deeper was going on and took my case as critical, despite my heart rhythm having temporarily calmed. The tests revealed the truth: my heartbeat was no longer sinus; it was chaotic. My blood pressure had peaked. I wasn’t just experiencing an SVT—I was having a heart attack.

Everything escalated rapidly. Doctors and nurses surrounded me—it felt like a scene from a hospital drama. I could see the concern in their eyes, feel the urgency in their hands. And yet… I was calm. I knew God was with me. I could feel the angels surrounding me. If there were no monitors, I would’ve thought I was fine—I felt no pain. Just peace.

One of the cardiologists prayed over me. Imagine that—a doctor declaring that only God could save me. Rare and humbling.

God’s hand continued to move. Our HMO assigned the hospital’s top cardiologist to my case. He wasn’t physically present, but he led the entire team remotely with precision and confidence. Meanwhile, I continued to pray the Lord’s Prayer. I activated the Archangel Seal of Protection and called on Archangels Michael, Raphael, Gabriel, Uriel, Metatron, and Sandalphon to surround me in every direction. I asked Archangel Chamuel to tend to my heart. I blanketed myself in the Silver Violet Flame.

I was taken to the Coronary Care Unit—a specialized ICU for heart patients—and stayed there for three days. For the first time, I focused all my energy on healing myself. Something I always forget to do because I’ve been too busy sending healing to others.

I believe my fast recovery wasn’t only due to the expertise of the medical team, but also because I know how to channel life force energy through my body. That is grace. That is prayer answered.

I had a heart attack… and yet, I didn’t feel like I had one. Aside from being immobile, there was little discomfort. I was held.

Warren, my husband, made it just in time from the U.S.—landing and rushing to the hospital before a major procedure. I underwent angioplasty for a blocked Left Anterior Descending (LAD) artery, often called the “widowmaker” because it supplies blood to a large portion of the heart. No wonder I had trouble taking deep breaths during meditation—this artery also plays a role in oxygenating the body by supporting the heart’s pumping function.

And here’s the funny part—I had just reviewed the LAD artery with Cerise months before. The body whispers. God speaks. We just need to listen.

They said the most painful part of the procedure would be the local anesthesia. But I never even felt that. I was already out—even with just light sedation. I woke up with the doctors telling me it was over, and it was successful.

After the procedure, the doctors were concerned that my creatinine levels would spike due to the dye used. They were hesitant to release me early. But I told them—I needed to be there for my daughter’s graduation. So, I did Reiki, I prayed, and I affirmed. My next lab results? Even better than before I was admitted. I was cleared to go.

Another thing we discovered—my body is resistant to BP medications. Despite high doses and multiple prescriptions, my blood pressure was still unstable. It made sense now why my numbers only normalized when I did the Master Cleanse or ate clean consistently. Which is why I know naturopathy will play a big role in my long-term recovery.

I know this was a divine lesson. One I had to learn the hard way. I had forgotten to care for my physical self, but I’ve been given another chance—and this time, I’m choosing balance. Not just in spirit, but in body.

This is my story—a testimony of God’s mercy, protection, and grace. A reminder that when we trust, surrender, and let God lead, miracles unfold. Everything was orchestrated by His hand—so I may experience, learn, survive… and now, share it with you.
May 28, 2025 No comments
When I saw Jesus in that meditation years ago — asking me to advocate for wellness and remind others of the body’s divine ability to heal — I surrendered. I told him, “Lead me, because I know nothing.”

He paved way for me to experience, learn and explore.

I know that what I am being challenged with right now is a part of the mission. 💜 Now, I rise — not as a victim, but as a woman on a mission. Not to be a lifelong slave to meds, But to walk a heart-led, spirit-infused path of healing.


Let’s imagine a healthcare system where:
• Emergency medicine saves lives
• Naturopathy sustains them
• Eclectic healing rebuilds them
• Homeopathy nurtures the subtle

We don’t have to choose sides. We can build bridges. We can heal differently — and powerfully.

You are welcome to walk and learn beside me.

I’m sharing my story not for sympathy — but for change. To inspire hope. To remind you that healing is sacred, layered, and personal. This is a living journey — not of perfection, but of presence. Not just of healing the body, but remembering the sacred wisdom it carries.

I offer this path as a prayer in motion, a devotion to wholeness, and an invitation for you to witness what true, holistic healing looks like — when Spirit leads, and the soul says yes.

Let the journey begin. Let it be real. Let it be holy.
May 24, 2025 No comments
Last weekend, I was rushed to the ER, fully expecting it to be one of my usual SVT (Supraventricular Tachycardia) episodes, the kind I’ve handled many times before with a shot of Adenosine. But life had other plans — it was a heart attack.

Yes, a real one. And in that moment, what saved me was allopathic medicine.

Let me say this clearly: I am deeply grateful for the emergency intervention I received. For the swift response, for the precision of medical science, for the expertise that was available to help me stay safe — I honor it. Allopathic medicine shines in crisis care and acute interventions, and I will never downplay its life-saving brilliance. It is, without a doubt, a vital part of modern healing.

But as someone who also walks the path of holistic healing, I can’t ignore what became glaringly obvious to me during this experience:
Our healthcare system is fractured.


It excels at emergency care — yet it falls short in nurturing whole-person wellness. In the very place where I was saved, I witnessed how little time was spent on nutrition, emotional well-being, spiritual health, or long-term healing plans. It was patchwork — not integration.

And I take accountability too.

Energetically, emotionally, and physically, I had been overextending — pouring from a cup I hadn’t refilled. My heart was speaking to me in ways I had ignored. This heart attack wasn’t just a medical event — it was a spiritual wake-up call.

I survived — and now, I rise.

Not to be a slave to pharmaceuticals for the rest of my life, but to walk the path I know deep in my soul: a holistic, heart-led, spirit-infused path of healing. One that honors the body, mind, emotions, and soul.

This isn’t about bashing allopathic medicine. It’s about building a bridge.

It’s time we re-imagine healthcare as a spectrum — where allopathic, eclectic, and homeopathic approaches are not rivals but allies. Where emergency medicine saves lives — and integrative medicine sustains them.

Yes, I will follow my doctor’s advice.

Yes, I will also bring in nutrition, energy work, naturopathy, and the sacred practices I trust to rebuild and realign. I believe in medicine that treats not just symptoms — but root causes. That doesn’t just medicate — but liberates.

I know this kind of shift in our healthcare system won’t happen overnight. But I also know it starts with stories like mine. With voices like ours. With conversations we’re brave enough to have.

So this is me — alive, hopeful, and more determined than ever to share my healing journey. To inspire, educate, and support anyone who seeks to reclaim their wellness through both science and soul.

Healing is not one-size-fits-all. It is layered, sacred, and deeply personal. And I’m here to walk that path — and light the way for others, too. 💜
May 24, 2025 No comments
So there I was, staring at two earplugs: one basic, $1 foam plug and another that cost 10x more but promised “high-fidelity sound.” It was just an earplug. An. Earplug. And yet, my brain had me spiraling into a full-blown identity crisis.


Do I go with the practical choice and accept muffled concert audio for the sake of saving money? Or do I invest in the best possible experience while protecting my ears without sacrificing sound quality? I mean, it's my first time attending a concert after a long time—why compromise now?!

That’s when it hit me: this is just how I’m wired. I’m the person who calculates quality vs. price like it’s an Olympic sport. I’m not here for overpriced hype, but I also refuse to settle for mediocrity disguised as practicality. And apparently, this makes me a hot topic.

“You overthink the smallest things.”
“You have unrealistic expectations.”
“Just get the cheap one, it’s not that deep!”

But you know what? It is that deep—to me. And that’s okay.

Understanding my own personality helped me realize that I’m not being unreasonable—I’m being me. And when you understand yourself, it becomes easier to navigate judgments from others (and even from yourself).

So whether you’re the “just grab whatever’s cheapest” type or the “let me analyze this purchase for three days” type—own it. Your way of doing things isn’t wrong just because it doesn’t match the world’s idea of normal.

So here I am, contemplating on an earplug at 3am in the morning. Yes I am losing sleep as of this moment. For a freaking earplug.

If you were in my position, what would your choice be?

UPDATE: So I bought the loop and now on my second order. :) I got the Quiet 2 and was happy about it when I used it in j-hope's concert in April. I find it useful in crowded areas like sports bars and restaurants where people tend to get loud. However, using the Quiet 2 blocks too much of the sound, making it hard for me to interact with people. This one is so good tho if I like to study or work without having to engage. So I got the Engage 2 for days when I want to be social and still have this quiet space.

If you are contemplating about getting one, use this referral link to get 15% off on your purchase :)
April 02, 2025 No comments
“Mommy are you ready to fall in to your doom?’ That’s Wyllan asking me as we queue for the Super Bowl attraction today.


A year ago, he requested a day in Aqua Planet for his birthday but to his dismay, he was a centimeter short to be able to try out the big attractions. He was so sad about it so I just blurted “I will not try any attraction until next time you are tall enough to go.”

Of course I didn’t intend to really go because I am scared 😀 hahaha!

Oh boy this little guy took it to heart, waited another year and asked his daddy to take him to Aqua Planet for his birthday. This time excited and so sure that he will be tall enough to go. As we pack our bags, he came to me and said “Mommy, you promised me that you will go with me this time.” In my thoughts I was like, “Oh boy, did I?”

I was so scared of anything that involves water, speed and falling. THIS GOT ALL THREE!! LOL. I will never try even just once, OH HELL NO. But this boy is expecting and trusting that we would be trying these for the first time together. 😂 I told Cerise that I didn’t want to go because I am afraid. She said, “Why don’t you just try and see for yourself if it is scary? Then you decide if you want to go again or not. At least you tried.”

Anyway long story short, I was here about to pass out and scared to death of what is to happen when I took this picture. AND THIS BOY WAS MOCKING ME! I did go though. I thought, trying once wouldn’t kill me right? hehehe..

After that turn I realized, it wasn’t that scary! Would you believe that I went three times? 😀 It was fun and for the first time I enjoyed going to a water park hehehe!

You know what, there are so many times that I don’t try things only because I am scared. And I miss on a lot of great opportunities. Today’s experience taught me something. My kids know better. 😀

So when you are hesitating to do something, do it scared. Who knows, maybe you would enjoy doing it over and over again afterall.
May 30, 2023 No comments
One night a friend asked me, "How do you love yourself when all your life, all you knew was being loved by someone."



I honestly didn't know how to answer this. In general, it is you just giving yourself LOVE that no one else can ever give. But how do you really do it?

To me, self love is a journey... a challenging yet so fulfilling journey that would require work, belief, resilience and grit. It is a journey of discovering and accepting who you are. It is a journey of knowing your worth and what you truly deserve. Lastly, it is a journey of defining what loving and being loved really mean to you.

My journey was a long one but I am grateful to be surrounded with friends who have showed me ways to love myself. I still think I am not fully loving myself yet but I've gone too far in this journey. I am almost there, I know it.

If you are in your lowest and kept seeing patterns of abandonment, loss, discontent, unworthiness and dependence, maybe this message is a calling for you to look for love from within. Maybe I can share a thing or two, or maybe you need a community to support you through your journey.

You don't have to be alone doing this. 🙂
May 30, 2023 No comments
Grief is one of the emotions that I often have a hard time processing because this felt like no way out for me.

Grief is everlasting.

Two weeks ago, I had to face it again head on but with the better knowledge of dealing with it. It wasn't less painful as before but there is a glimpse of hope that I will be able to get through each step with ease.


I haven't expressed much disempowering emotions on my posts because I felt by doing so, I can transmute someone's frequency with mine. I never wanted that.

But life isn't all sunshine and rainbows. I go through the bad stuff too.. I just never dwell on it nor avoid it. I allow myself to go through it and shift it. I always choose not to dwell.

Losing Chase when I had to turnover his care to my sisters so he can have a better environment to live in was already painful, but losing him in this dimension is like killing a part of my soul. Tomorrow he turns 1 and we didn’t get to celebrate the special day with him.

I know he knows how much loved he is. I know he is now with the angels. He has left a void in my heart but I know he is always there. I know that he wants me to heal my mind, heart and soul.

If you are also going through grief or having a hard time with it, know that I feel you. If you feel like wanting to finally face it, I can help you walk through it. I can share a thing or two to help release it not just emotionally but also energetically.

Know that you have me to help you get through the pain with ease.
May 30, 2023 No comments
“People always worry about the uncertainty of the future. They fear it. And they’re distressed over the past that they can’t change. But the only thing you can control is the present.” - August D


These words stuck with me after watching Suga’s Road to D-Day documentary. It reminded me how dwelling on the past fills your heart with guilt and regret and worrying about the future gives you fear and anxiety. Disempowering emotions that continuously cripple us. 

What I learned from the past years is to appreciate the present. Be at the moment and make the most out of it. It isn’t easy. At times it is a tug of war of thoughts and emotions. 

When I learned to ground myself it made it easier for me to stay in the moment. A drop of Frankincense and Peppermint on the bottom of my feet and over my crown, plus giving myself few minutes of silence just to feel the world around me, allowed me to just appreciate life as it is.

So when you are drowning with guilt, regret, worries, anxiety or fear, just pause and smell the flowers. Just listen to your breath, feel the warm air touch your skin, and just listen to sound of the space that you are in. The present is where you at, and this is the moment that you can make your time worthwhile.
May 30, 2023 No comments
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Hello I am Cherry Ang but you can call me Miyo —and I’ve been blogging since 2007.

What started as a space to share my love for makeup and beauty has slowly, naturally, evolved into something deeper—something more reflective of who I’ve become.

Back then, I wrote about colors, textures, and finding confidence through creativity. Over the years, as life offered more lessons, more beauty (and sometimes more chaos), I began writing less about the surface and more about the soul. And in 2021, I felt the call to return to blogging—not just as a hobby, but as a way to offer something real, nourishing, and resonant.

This blog is where I share personal stories, reflections, energy insights, and the things I’m still learning. It’s a space for the sensitive, the curious, the deep-feeling hearts—those who want to explore the magic of everyday life through presence, ritual, and gentle remembrance of who we really are.

I work with tools like Reiki, angelic energy, essential oils, Gong Fu Cha and subtle spiritual practices that support emotional clarity, energetic protection, and soul-level alignment. I also share guided meditations, printable rituals, and customized healing tools for those who want to go deeper.

But at the core, I’m still that same writer—hoping that in sharing my experiences, I might inspire someone else to feel seen, safe, and reminded of their own light.

Thanks for being here. Whether you’re reading one post or walking alongside me for a while—I’m honored to share this space with you.

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