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Tea Time with Miyo

Welcome to my little corner of the internet—where heart talks, soul giggles, and curious minds gather. I started this blog to share snippets of my life: the magical, the messy, the mundane, and everything in between.

Think of this space as a cozy chat over tea, where we can daydream, dive deep, and laugh about the wild ride of being human.

So grab a comfy seat, bring your whole self, and let’s journey together—one beautiful, weird, wonderful moment at a time.

There are days I look at my daughter and wonder, "what star did you fall from, child of mine?"

Then I saw an old photo today — Cerise, just two years old, proudly marching into daycare in her queen’s cape. No special occasion. Just a regular day… except not for her. As someone who truly believes in self-expression, I let her be. Of course, I packed a change of clothes just in case she changed her mind — but she didn’t.


That was the moment I knew: she isn’t a regular girl.

There’s something about her that’s always sparkled beyond the surface. She’s always had this presence… a mix of boldness and softness that’s hard to put into words. Not just the glitter of her dress or the gleam in her eyes — but something deeper, older, wiser. She’s never been afraid to express and to be entirely, unapologetically herself.

And as she grew, so did her light — untamed, compassionate, a little wild, a little wise.

Raising her has been a journey of learning how to hold space for someone who doesn’t fit into neat boxes. It’s like raising a wildfire made of starlight. She challenges norms with such ease — not because she wants to defy, but because her mind naturally sees a better way. That’s her Aquarius Sun. She questions, she envisions, she reimagines — rules, systems, even me (especially me). She sees the world through a lens of hope, justice, and “there must be a better way.”

Just when you think she’s all logic and rebellion, she’ll surprise you with the gentlest heart. Her Pisces Moon whispers through every silence — through her art, her empathy, the way she comforts animals and people with equal tenderness. Her heart is as vast as the ocean. She feels it all — the joy, the sorrow, the in-betweens — and carries it with a grace that often makes me pause and breathe in her softness. She feels things so deeply, it sometimes takes her breath away. Sometimes mine, too.

And then there’s her Leo Rising — oh, that shine. That’s her crown. She doesn’t wear it to be seen — she wears it because it’s who she is. She radiates warmth, speaks with presence, and holds her own light with pride. She walks into a room and it lights up — not because she tries to, but because her soul was built to shine. She’s a storyteller, a performer, a leader by nature. Not in the loud, demanding way — but in that magnetic way that makes people want to simply be near her.

She often tells me she got her looks from her daddy, but her kindness from me. The truth is, she’s taught me so much about being real, being kind, and being brave enough to dream out loud.

Watching her grow is like watching the sun rise inside a dream — brilliant, mystical, and unforgettable.

She is a heart-centered revolutionary wrapped in a dreamer’s soul and a queen’s cloak. 👑✨
June 12, 2025 No comments
Whenever I enter into a Gong Fu Cha session, it feels like the world softens. As I pour each round, I am not just making tea — I am creating a sacred bridge between spirit and earth.

Tea has always held a deep, soul-rooted connection for me. One of my earliest core memories is sharing tea with my Papa — simple, unspoken moments over a warm cup. I didn’t know it then, but those moments planted a seed in my being… one that would eventually blossom into something far more spiritual.


Over the years, I’ve come to realize: I’ve walked with plants before. I’ve held the wisdom of herbs and essences in lifetimes past. Tea and essential oils feel like kindred allies — familiar, timeless. My soul remembers.

Through the graceful art of Gong Fu Cha, I’ve learned to listen deeply — not just to the whispers of the leaves, but to the rhythm of my own body. Contrary to what some believe, tea doesn’t always overstimulate the heart. When prepared with reverence and intuitive care, it can support the heart, not disrupt it. I’ve learned to extract the essence in a way that harmonizes with my energy, not work against it. It’s a heart-aligned alchemy.

This practice has become more than just tea — it’s become my portal. A forest within. When I sit in ceremony, I visualize myself in a new world — a woman in silence, surrounded by wildflowers and fireflies and held in a meadow kissed by twilight — that’s how it feels inside me.

It’s where I go to untangle my thoughts. To listen to what my emotions are truly saying. To root myself back into the earth when the world feels too fast.

Tea anchors me. Balances me. Returns me.

And I believe… the more we steep ourselves in stillness, the more sacred life becomes.

🍵💜
June 08, 2025 No comments
I never imagined I’d be sharing this. But here I am—alive, grateful, and certain that I’m here because God willed it.

It all began with what seemed like a simple invitation from Rev. T. Aisa to learn more about naturopathy. That path led me to meet Dr. Beth Micaller. From there, divine orchestration started to unfold. God placed people in my life as vessels of warning and wisdom—one of them was Dr. Elizabeth Oropesa, whom I met through Dr. Jo. I initially thought I was there to learn about astral travel, but God clearly had other plans.

Instead of ethereal journeys, I received a powerful message: that my heart was weakening—both energetically and physically.

Around the same time, Saturn was exiting my 6th house at 29° Pisces—a critical and karmic degree, often representing the end of a long cycle. It was a learning I needed, one that couldn’t be skipped or delayed. I had overextended myself, pouring endlessly into others and neglecting the temple that housed my spirit—my physical body.



That warning became an eye-opener. A sacred whisper that came just in time—for me to experience the wake-up call but still survive to tell the story.

I did what I knew best. I turned to crystals and Reiki, the healing modalities I’ve long trusted. I called in my guardian angels, asked the Archangels to surround and protect me. I invited the Holy Spirit to fill my entire being with divine light. And yet—I was still challenged by the physical. My spirit was strong, but my body was catching up.

Then it happened.

My Supraventricular Tachycardia (SVT) was triggered. And I believe with all my heart—it was God’s way of getting me to the hospital. It stopped just a few blocks before we reached the ER, but I knew I still had to go. That pause wasn’t a green light to turn back—it was a divine nudge to move forward.

At the ER, a perceptive doctor sensed something deeper was going on and took my case as critical, despite my heart rhythm having temporarily calmed. The tests revealed the truth: my heartbeat was no longer sinus; it was chaotic. My blood pressure had peaked. I wasn’t just experiencing an SVT—I was having a heart attack.

Everything escalated rapidly. Doctors and nurses surrounded me—it felt like a scene from a hospital drama. I could see the concern in their eyes, feel the urgency in their hands. And yet… I was calm. I knew God was with me. I could feel the angels surrounding me. If there were no monitors, I would’ve thought I was fine—I felt no pain. Just peace.

One of the cardiologists prayed over me. Imagine that—a doctor declaring that only God could save me. Rare and humbling.

God’s hand continued to move. Our HMO assigned the hospital’s top cardiologist to my case. He wasn’t physically present, but he led the entire team remotely with precision and confidence. Meanwhile, I continued to pray the Lord’s Prayer. I activated the Archangel Seal of Protection and called on Archangels Michael, Raphael, Gabriel, Uriel, Metatron, and Sandalphon to surround me in every direction. I asked Archangel Chamuel to tend to my heart. I blanketed myself in the Silver Violet Flame.

I was taken to the Coronary Care Unit—a specialized ICU for heart patients—and stayed there for three days. For the first time, I focused all my energy on healing myself. Something I always forget to do because I’ve been too busy sending healing to others.

I believe my fast recovery wasn’t only due to the expertise of the medical team, but also because I know how to channel life force energy through my body. That is grace. That is prayer answered.

I had a heart attack… and yet, I didn’t feel like I had one. Aside from being immobile, there was little discomfort. I was held.

Warren, my husband, made it just in time from the U.S.—landing and rushing to the hospital before a major procedure. I underwent angioplasty for a blocked Left Anterior Descending (LAD) artery, often called the “widowmaker” because it supplies blood to a large portion of the heart. No wonder I had trouble taking deep breaths during meditation—this artery also plays a role in oxygenating the body by supporting the heart’s pumping function.

And here’s the funny part—I had just reviewed the LAD artery with Cerise months before. The body whispers. God speaks. We just need to listen.

They said the most painful part of the procedure would be the local anesthesia. But I never even felt that. I was already out—even with just light sedation. I woke up with the doctors telling me it was over, and it was successful.

After the procedure, the doctors were concerned that my creatinine levels would spike due to the dye used. They were hesitant to release me early. But I told them—I needed to be there for my daughter’s graduation. So, I did Reiki, I prayed, and I affirmed. My next lab results? Even better than before I was admitted. I was cleared to go.

Another thing we discovered—my body is resistant to BP medications. Despite high doses and multiple prescriptions, my blood pressure was still unstable. It made sense now why my numbers only normalized when I did the Master Cleanse or ate clean consistently. Which is why I know naturopathy will play a big role in my long-term recovery.

I know this was a divine lesson. One I had to learn the hard way. I had forgotten to care for my physical self, but I’ve been given another chance—and this time, I’m choosing balance. Not just in spirit, but in body.

This is my story—a testimony of God’s mercy, protection, and grace. A reminder that when we trust, surrender, and let God lead, miracles unfold. Everything was orchestrated by His hand—so I may experience, learn, survive… and now, share it with you.
May 28, 2025 No comments
When I saw Jesus in that meditation years ago — asking me to advocate for wellness and remind others of the body’s divine ability to heal — I surrendered. I told him, “Lead me, because I know nothing.”

He paved way for me to experience, learn and explore.

I know that what I am being challenged with right now is a part of the mission. 💜 Now, I rise — not as a victim, but as a woman on a mission. Not to be a lifelong slave to meds, But to walk a heart-led, spirit-infused path of healing.


Let’s imagine a healthcare system where:
• Emergency medicine saves lives
• Naturopathy sustains them
• Eclectic healing rebuilds them
• Homeopathy nurtures the subtle

We don’t have to choose sides. We can build bridges. We can heal differently — and powerfully.

You are welcome to walk and learn beside me.

I’m sharing my story not for sympathy — but for change. To inspire hope. To remind you that healing is sacred, layered, and personal. This is a living journey — not of perfection, but of presence. Not just of healing the body, but remembering the sacred wisdom it carries.

I offer this path as a prayer in motion, a devotion to wholeness, and an invitation for you to witness what true, holistic healing looks like — when Spirit leads, and the soul says yes.

Let the journey begin. Let it be real. Let it be holy.
May 24, 2025 No comments
Last weekend, I was rushed to the ER, fully expecting it to be one of my usual SVT (Supraventricular Tachycardia) episodes, the kind I’ve handled many times before with a shot of Adenosine. But life had other plans — it was a heart attack.

Yes, a real one. And in that moment, what saved me was allopathic medicine.

Let me say this clearly: I am deeply grateful for the emergency intervention I received. For the swift response, for the precision of medical science, for the expertise that was available to help me stay safe — I honor it. Allopathic medicine shines in crisis care and acute interventions, and I will never downplay its life-saving brilliance. It is, without a doubt, a vital part of modern healing.

But as someone who also walks the path of holistic healing, I can’t ignore what became glaringly obvious to me during this experience:
Our healthcare system is fractured.


It excels at emergency care — yet it falls short in nurturing whole-person wellness. In the very place where I was saved, I witnessed how little time was spent on nutrition, emotional well-being, spiritual health, or long-term healing plans. It was patchwork — not integration.

And I take accountability too.

Energetically, emotionally, and physically, I had been overextending — pouring from a cup I hadn’t refilled. My heart was speaking to me in ways I had ignored. This heart attack wasn’t just a medical event — it was a spiritual wake-up call.

I survived — and now, I rise.

Not to be a slave to pharmaceuticals for the rest of my life, but to walk the path I know deep in my soul: a holistic, heart-led, spirit-infused path of healing. One that honors the body, mind, emotions, and soul.

This isn’t about bashing allopathic medicine. It’s about building a bridge.

It’s time we re-imagine healthcare as a spectrum — where allopathic, eclectic, and homeopathic approaches are not rivals but allies. Where emergency medicine saves lives — and integrative medicine sustains them.

Yes, I will follow my doctor’s advice.

Yes, I will also bring in nutrition, energy work, naturopathy, and the sacred practices I trust to rebuild and realign. I believe in medicine that treats not just symptoms — but root causes. That doesn’t just medicate — but liberates.

I know this kind of shift in our healthcare system won’t happen overnight. But I also know it starts with stories like mine. With voices like ours. With conversations we’re brave enough to have.

So this is me — alive, hopeful, and more determined than ever to share my healing journey. To inspire, educate, and support anyone who seeks to reclaim their wellness through both science and soul.

Healing is not one-size-fits-all. It is layered, sacred, and deeply personal. And I’m here to walk that path — and light the way for others, too. 💜
May 24, 2025 No comments
So there I was, staring at two earplugs: one basic, $1 foam plug and another that cost 10x more but promised “high-fidelity sound.” It was just an earplug. An. Earplug. And yet, my brain had me spiraling into a full-blown identity crisis.


Do I go with the practical choice and accept muffled concert audio for the sake of saving money? Or do I invest in the best possible experience while protecting my ears without sacrificing sound quality? I mean, it's my first time attending a concert after a long time—why compromise now?!

That’s when it hit me: this is just how I’m wired. I’m the person who calculates quality vs. price like it’s an Olympic sport. I’m not here for overpriced hype, but I also refuse to settle for mediocrity disguised as practicality. And apparently, this makes me a hot topic.

“You overthink the smallest things.”
“You have unrealistic expectations.”
“Just get the cheap one, it’s not that deep!”

But you know what? It is that deep—to me. And that’s okay.

Understanding my own personality helped me realize that I’m not being unreasonable—I’m being me. And when you understand yourself, it becomes easier to navigate judgments from others (and even from yourself).

So whether you’re the “just grab whatever’s cheapest” type or the “let me analyze this purchase for three days” type—own it. Your way of doing things isn’t wrong just because it doesn’t match the world’s idea of normal.

So here I am, contemplating on an earplug at 3am in the morning. Yes I am losing sleep as of this moment. For a freaking earplug.

If you were in my position, what would your choice be?

UPDATE: So I bought the loop and now on my second order. :) I got the Quiet 2 and was happy about it when I used it in j-hope's concert in April. I find it useful in crowded areas like sports bars and restaurants where people tend to get loud. However, using the Quiet 2 blocks too much of the sound, making it hard for me to interact with people. This one is so good tho if I like to study or work without having to engage. So I got the Engage 2 for days when I want to be social and still have this quiet space.

If you are contemplating about getting one, use this referral link to get 15% off on your purchase :)
April 02, 2025 No comments
“Mommy are you ready to fall in to your doom?’ That’s Wyllan asking me as we queue for the Super Bowl attraction today.


A year ago, he requested a day in Aqua Planet for his birthday but to his dismay, he was a centimeter short to be able to try out the big attractions. He was so sad about it so I just blurted “I will not try any attraction until next time you are tall enough to go.”

Of course I didn’t intend to really go because I am scared 😀 hahaha!

Oh boy this little guy took it to heart, waited another year and asked his daddy to take him to Aqua Planet for his birthday. This time excited and so sure that he will be tall enough to go. As we pack our bags, he came to me and said “Mommy, you promised me that you will go with me this time.” In my thoughts I was like, “Oh boy, did I?”

I was so scared of anything that involves water, speed and falling. THIS GOT ALL THREE!! LOL. I will never try even just once, OH HELL NO. But this boy is expecting and trusting that we would be trying these for the first time together. 😂 I told Cerise that I didn’t want to go because I am afraid. She said, “Why don’t you just try and see for yourself if it is scary? Then you decide if you want to go again or not. At least you tried.”

Anyway long story short, I was here about to pass out and scared to death of what is to happen when I took this picture. AND THIS BOY WAS MOCKING ME! I did go though. I thought, trying once wouldn’t kill me right? hehehe..

After that turn I realized, it wasn’t that scary! Would you believe that I went three times? 😀 It was fun and for the first time I enjoyed going to a water park hehehe!

You know what, there are so many times that I don’t try things only because I am scared. And I miss on a lot of great opportunities. Today’s experience taught me something. My kids know better. 😀

So when you are hesitating to do something, do it scared. Who knows, maybe you would enjoy doing it over and over again afterall.
May 30, 2023 No comments
One night a friend asked me, "How do you love yourself when all your life, all you knew was being loved by someone."



I honestly didn't know how to answer this. In general, it is you just giving yourself LOVE that no one else can ever give. But how do you really do it?

To me, self love is a journey... a challenging yet so fulfilling journey that would require work, belief, resilience and grit. It is a journey of discovering and accepting who you are. It is a journey of knowing your worth and what you truly deserve. Lastly, it is a journey of defining what loving and being loved really mean to you.

My journey was a long one but I am grateful to be surrounded with friends who have showed me ways to love myself. I still think I am not fully loving myself yet but I've gone too far in this journey. I am almost there, I know it.

If you are in your lowest and kept seeing patterns of abandonment, loss, discontent, unworthiness and dependence, maybe this message is a calling for you to look for love from within. Maybe I can share a thing or two, or maybe you need a community to support you through your journey.

You don't have to be alone doing this. 🙂
May 30, 2023 No comments
Grief is one of the emotions that I often have a hard time processing because this felt like no way out for me.

Grief is everlasting.

Two weeks ago, I had to face it again head on but with the better knowledge of dealing with it. It wasn't less painful as before but there is a glimpse of hope that I will be able to get through each step with ease.


I haven't expressed much disempowering emotions on my posts because I felt by doing so, I can transmute someone's frequency with mine. I never wanted that.

But life isn't all sunshine and rainbows. I go through the bad stuff too.. I just never dwell on it nor avoid it. I allow myself to go through it and shift it. I always choose not to dwell.

Losing Chase when I had to turnover his care to my sisters so he can have a better environment to live in was already painful, but losing him in this dimension is like killing a part of my soul. Tomorrow he turns 1 and we didn’t get to celebrate the special day with him.

I know he knows how much loved he is. I know he is now with the angels. He has left a void in my heart but I know he is always there. I know that he wants me to heal my mind, heart and soul.

If you are also going through grief or having a hard time with it, know that I feel you. If you feel like wanting to finally face it, I can help you walk through it. I can share a thing or two to help release it not just emotionally but also energetically.

Know that you have me to help you get through the pain with ease.
May 30, 2023 No comments
“People always worry about the uncertainty of the future. They fear it. And they’re distressed over the past that they can’t change. But the only thing you can control is the present.” - August D


These words stuck with me after watching Suga’s Road to D-Day documentary. It reminded me how dwelling on the past fills your heart with guilt and regret and worrying about the future gives you fear and anxiety. Disempowering emotions that continuously cripple us. 

What I learned from the past years is to appreciate the present. Be at the moment and make the most out of it. It isn’t easy. At times it is a tug of war of thoughts and emotions. 

When I learned to ground myself it made it easier for me to stay in the moment. A drop of Frankincense and Peppermint on the bottom of my feet and over my crown, plus giving myself few minutes of silence just to feel the world around me, allowed me to just appreciate life as it is.

So when you are drowning with guilt, regret, worries, anxiety or fear, just pause and smell the flowers. Just listen to your breath, feel the warm air touch your skin, and just listen to sound of the space that you are in. The present is where you at, and this is the moment that you can make your time worthwhile.
May 30, 2023 No comments
Today is one of those days where I am filled with doubts and worries. I am not sure where it is coming from but this comes and goes. It happens and how we respond to it matters. If I was my old self, I would most likely push this aside and ignore it, but since I am more connected to my higher self, I tend not to escape the thought. I need to know what I am being reminded of and what I need to engage in.

I meditated today with that question. Why do I feel like lacking in so many things and what do I need to do to get past this? I turned to my higher self and my spirit guides to bring me clarity on what is needed for me to be assured instead. Then pulled two cards:


I came to me, I wasn't really lacking. I am just failing to see what is there. I forget to see how much abundant my life is right now. It isn't where I am hoping to be but I am blessed beyond what I can imagine. My doubts and fears is reminding me to look to the present and not be anxious of the future. I have the resources that I need right now and I am getting the support I needed whenever I needed it. Manifestation is an innate power that I sometimes take for granted because I live so much in fear.

This is what I am trying to transform about myself, to get off survival mode and stop living in fear. I was successful doing this a lot of times but when things don't go my way, I tend to go on default mode. Grounding myself and seeking sanctuary from my essential oils helped me a lot to interrupt and reprogram this pattern. I am grateful that I have these.

So when you are in despair, turn to God or whatever you believe in to have a higher power beyond yourself. Get your energy from the source, in my case, Mother Earth, the Universe and the Angels. How we perceive the external world we are living in depends on our mindset. So cultivate your ability to filter thoughts that are fear-based, and fill it with thoughts of love and belief. We are all abundant, it is just how we see our life as it is. We all have the power to manifest the life that we want, we just have to start changing how we think and feel about our present situation. Surrounding yourself with high energy would help change your internal vibe.

If you are going through so much right now, it is OK to feel scared and worried. However, do not let fear dictate how you live your life and how you make your decisions. When you live in fear, you often miss out on opportunities that come your way. Instead, trust that God has opened new opportunities for you, it is just waiting for you to find it. If you are living in fear, it would be hard for you to see the small signs and messages that is coming to you to help you get off that situation. So trust and believe that it will get better and try to see what this experience is teaching you right now.
February 01, 2023 No comments


I just had to let this out since I have been judged a lot for not being the conventional woman that I "should be." My brain is programmed differently. I am not someone who would blend in the crowd and do what the society defined as a good lady, a wife or a mother. 

My existence is not to enslave myself from these limiting beliefs that a woman should sacrifice her own happiness and dreams for the sake of others. Breaking out of this chain is not easy, to a point where it can be very painful. I am meant to do great things and I am fighting everyday to pursue my dreams... for my daughter. 

I didn't want her to be laying down at night wondering what might have been, could have been or should have been if she pushed for her happiness. I wanted her to feel good about making her dreams come true, and still feel appreciated for doing so. I don't want her to feel the "mom guilt" because apparently, you are a bad mom when you look after yourself, before anyone else. 

I wanted to change my destiny, every woman's destiny, so my daughter can unleash her highest potential without judgement. If you are like me, who keeps on battling constant emotional blackmail because you wanted to achieve something, I wanted to let you know that you are not worthless. 

You are brave, you are authentic, you are great and you deserve the best things life has to offer. You are here to thrive, not just survive, so do not dim that sparkle. Carry on, you are gorgeous like that! :)
February 08, 2022 No comments

정호석 Where do I start? 

2019 was when I got interested in them but not enough to convert me to ARMY. Never tried to check out who they really are. 

Then there's carpool karaoke, sya una ko napansin, somewhat annoyed kasi ba't ba ang bibo nya? 🤣 Malay ko ba na sya pala si Mr. Sunshine hehehe.. I find them funny sa video na yun but not enough to really stan them. 

Then last year I gave in to really get to know them as in seryosong kikilalanin ko sila. Salamat sa hype ng BTS meal na curious tuloy ako 🤣 I said, I won't just enjoy listening to their songs or enjoy watching their videos without caring about who they are.

He isn't my first bias, kasi nga I never liked him the first time I saw him ang bibo kasi. 🤣 I remember telling my cousin and nieces that Jin was my bias and since bias sya ng nieces ko, they said "kay JHope ka na lang tita!" Syempre ako "NOOOOOO! Pwede sa iba?" 😂

Then one night he visited me in a dream. As in a dream that would destroy me forever LOL. Yung dream na hanggang pagkagising mo eh iniisip mo anong nangyari? Yung dream na feeling mo close na kayo and that you have that special connection. Yung parang pag nagkasalubong kami in person someday, he will also feel there is connection. Ganun 🤣

You know what's really creepy? Dalawa lang sila na napanaginipan ko ng ganun. Hobi and my husband. Nakilala ko asawa ko and nalaman ko na he exists when he visited me in my dream for 3 consecutive nights. Si Hobi 2 nights 😂 It was the same connection after I woke up. 

So ayan ang reason why I am head over heels with this bibo guy 🤣🤣🤣 Malapit na birthday nya haha I felt obligated na maghanda kasi nga I feel we are connected LOL 😂 

Anyway, I just shared kasi I woke up hearing his voice 😂 nalimutan ko binago ko pala alarm ko with his wakeup voice 😂

Kayo anong bias story nyo?
February 08, 2022 No comments

I decided that I would take sabbatical leave starting in May to work on my health. This means I would need to leave my team and project. It wasn't an easy decision but at times I have to move on and focus on things that matter most.

I didn’t expect that my team appreciated my presence and they gave me a surprise on my last day with the project. Grateful to have the opportunity to work with a talented and coachable team. The journey wasn't all sugar and spice, but the challenges allowed us to gain skills and maturity towards Quality Engineering. It was bitter sweet leaving a great team behind but sometimes I have to let go.


Today I felt so pampered by the gifts they sent me.. they didn't have to but the gesture is very much appreciated. It was sad thinking that I won’t be spending work days with them anymore but I konw that the ties would still be there. I am confident that they will be able to do greater things in the next months and hoping that I have made a significant influence to enable them for success.


Signing off from WHR today and forever grateful for the opportunity :)

May 03, 2021 No comments


At times my Leo personality prevents me from showing weakness even to the people closest to me. Apparently this came off as me being insensitive, emotionless and stoic. Little did I know, it made someone feel less loved and cherished. I came too strong that I mask my true feelings most of the time.

I came across this reading by Eso Tarot and it dawned on me that at times there are things that need to be said so you can be understood. Sometimes we worry too much that if we become too honest to the people close to us, we become susceptible.  I have had trust issues from previous relationships that I had kept this limiting belief to shield myself from pain. 


My intuition became stronger and clearer when I get to open up my heart to two friends and from that heart-to-heart conversation I have realized I somewhat brought my relationship with this special someone to a point where we seem like strangers. It was like me digging our relationship its own grave. I am not saying I admit that it was entirely. my fault, it still takes two to tango, but I somewhat added fuel into the fire. We almost lost our connection, that spark that brought us together in the first place. 

I realized that I was expecting him to open up his heart to me, when I wasn’t even willing to be vulnerable in front of him. I broke that barrier this week and I am glad I did. I poured my heart and soul to him, unexpectedly it allowed him to open himself to me as well. The words that I have been longing to hear and been questioning myself for the longest time, he answered exactly the way I hope it would be. 

So I learned today that when you love, you have to be an open book to that person so he can have the ease and confidence to do the same. Being vulnerable to someone doesn’t show you are weak, but instead, it just tells that person how much he means to you. It was a realization that I learned the hard way that it has to take a Mercury transit in Aries to shake up my 7th House. 

It was indeed a rollercoaster ride this week, but the most loved I’ve felt my entire life. 
April 14, 2021 No comments

When you are trying to take control of things that you can't, doesn't that suck? Then there's this thought that messes with you and makes you wonder, is this just a game your mind plays on you or was it an intuition guiding you? 

You were trying hard to look for an answer but the silence is void. Then your heart starts twitching, beating like a so crazy hard and you try to catch your breath as if the world is taking it off you. The anxiety kicks in, then your mind is like bursting to pieces. You feel defeated. You just lost it. 

There are things in life that are just not meant to be, and yet at times we tend to control what's supposed to be. In the end there is a wave of disappointment, drowning your entire soul. 

I've had this moment, that at times I question myself, why is that the universe is throwing rocks at me. Why is it that I am trying to manifest things and yet I am being shaken beyond belief?

I came to a breaking point and I felt like I was on the edge of death. As I was struggling for every breath, trying to slow down the pace of my heart and wishing to ease the stabbing pain, I felt my daughter touch me gently, telling me "breathe mommy" and she guided me like the way I did when I try to calm her down. I heard her breathe in deeply, and slowly exhaled through her mouth. Reminding me m, "breathe mommy."

Then I realized, there may be times when your world seems to have fallen apart, there is still a reason to keep standing. There is your WHY for not giving up, in my case, I have my kids who watches me and observes how I get through challenges and doubts. Here I am being coached by an 8-year old how to calm my nerves, saying "mommy needs Ylang Ylang for her heart." 

I am at peace now, at least for the moment, thanks to my daughter, but there are still questions left unanswered in my head. I may not be able to find those answers. Maybe I didn't have to.

It occurred to me, at times the universe throws rocks at you because you are not where you are meant to be. So you either stay or step away. Maybe these rocks are the universe's way of getting me to where I should be, aligned to what I am trying to manifest. It is creating obstacles so I move to the path where I am supposed to be.  It will never be an easy path, but it will never be easier if I keep resisting and forcing to take control. So I am letting go. I'll let destiny take me where I should be. I am surrendering it all and let the divine power guide me. Thy will be done, because I trust that it would direct me to where I wanted to be. It might not be the path where I wanted to take, it could be the path to prepare me to be worthy of where I am destined to be. For now, I am just praying that I get courage and strength to get through it all. 
April 07, 2021 No comments


Have you had that feeling inside you, like a strong instinct, that something is wrong and yet you prefer to just brush it all off? At times my mind is playing games with me. Things that I would think about and worry of even when I am not sure if there’s even truth to it. Yet, it makes me feel as if it is true. 

I don’t like when things like this happen. Only because I know for a fact that I have very strong manifesting powers, and if I think about it, it could potentially come true. How do you tame your mind and heart? I wish I knew. 

I got a stabbing feeling in my heart right now for something that I personally built in my mind. Crazy right? I hate when it happens and hate it even more when I entertain and really get so into it. I have to be in control before I attract it and the universe grants it. 

Sorry if I had to let these feelings out, but there are things that I just can’t tell people I know and being able to just vent it out kind of makes me feel better. I hope I do feel better. :) 

My relationship with this person means so much to me, and I couldn’t afford to wreak it just because my paranoid mind is making me feel a certain way...  so when do you trust a gut feeling? Argh I wish I knew! Anyway, I decided to release and cleanse this emotion that is starting to envelope my energy field. I shouldn’t be wasting time dwelling about this feeling. 

So I recognized that there is jealousy and insecurity in my heart right now and I am letting this go, so I can allow myself to reprogram my feelings. Thanks to essential oils, I have something to support my emotions when they turn the other way. I took my Lemon and Acceptance and meditated to let go of these unwanted feelings that are starting to eat me up inside. Meditation really helped me shift things. 

As I write this, I feel a lot better now, still not OK but better. My affirmations today are “I am free to move forward,” and “I learn from all life’s experiences.” I think I might need to add these in my daily affirmations when I am almost waking up. 

All of us may get in this kind of situation where we start feeling unwanted emotions or we start paying attention to unpleasant things. I just want you to know that it is OK to feel these. Acknowledge it, but do not dwell on it. Being able to recognize that you don’t feel good about a certain thing, event or situation is OK. You don’t have to stop yourself from feeling it, because you are human. It is important though that you are able to, take control and determine how you will be able to turn things around. Dwelling into negative emotions and, even worse, trying to bottle it up and suppressing it would cause your physical body to store it in your DNA. Then that would manifest as a disease, then introduces another negative emotion, until you are trapped and stuck in the limbo. 

So developing ways to cope and release would allow you to maintain a healthy mental and physical state. Remember our mind is powerful, that it can move things and events. The Law of Attraction, whether you believe it or not, works 24/7. It never stops, never pauses, never takes a time off. So being aware of your thoughts would make a huge difference. There will still be negative events coming in and out of your way, but these serve important lessons that you need as you traverse your life in the future. So embrace each imperfection the life brings you, but move forward stronger and better each time. 

I hope my imperfect emotions have help you see that there is always a way out, and that you can get through whatever comes your way.  I stopped telling people to “think of happy thoughts,” a few years ago because it is just encouraging someone to block and invalidate their emotions. Instead I say, “acknowledge that feeling, find its source, release and let go of it, find the courage to feel the opposite emotion, let it sink in to every part of your body and then look forward to a better future.” 

Always remember we need to face our emotions head on, and not avoid it. The longer we delay, then the deeper it gets in our soul. 


March 19, 2021 No comments
The spirits just talked to me today. I have taken a screenshot of these messages and it kind of helped me find clarity. 

I chanced upon a video on Youtube today and I was drawn to it. Given that I strongly believe in energies and there is a divine guidance that is influencing our destiny, I went ahead and clicked on it. Surprisingly, it was as if it was directed to me. 

There are so many things going in my mind lately and I wanted to shift my path to somewhere else but I feel scared. I have been in my comfort zone for so long but for some reason I felt that I wasn’t where I should be. I wanted to take this road ahead me and make a turn in the corner and find where I should belong. 

It is so amazing how the universe, God, speaks through me. I felt at ease for some reason and it gave me assurance that I am in the right track. I know this would raise a lot of eyebrows, but I can’t blame it if you are one of the people who would. I personally feel that our journey in this world is deeply influenced by frequencies and that the energy around us affects our destiny.  We do however, have a choice how to control the energy that we attract to our lives, so that still gives us the free will to choose the path forward. 

The spirits speak to us on a regular basis, it is just that at times the noise of the physical world is deafening that we fail to hear these messages that would guide our way. I find that meditation and prayers help me tune to their voice and for some reason I felt that I am being guided. 

Anyway, if you are interested to try the video that I chanced upon, do watch EsoTarot’s video here

February 27, 2021 No comments


 

Do you believe in angels? I do. At times I feel that God sent his angels to you through the people you meet, as friends or even as family. 

Since I was a kid, I strongly believe that the angels come down to guide and guard us. To help us find the path that is destined to be ours. Growing up, I see my tita Reine as my guardian angel. Whenever I go through difficult times, back in the days when I couldn’t understand what’s going through with my emotions and thoughts, she would suddenly appear at our doorstep. She would share with me readings from the bible (she’s a nun from Daughters of Charity) and would remind me how much God loves me. Unfortunately, God decided to take her back to his arms and it is as if I lost my only angel. 

I felt lost and over time I started to question the main purpose of my existence, and I don’t have my tita Reine to give me enlightenment. Am I being punished? Maybe, I don’t know. Maybe God is throwing life lessons at me so I have something that I could use in the future, maybe all these was a test. Then you know, I realized that these challenges lead to great things and that the only way you overcome these challenges is when you finally realize what the universe wants you to know and learn. So when you feel that it is already the end of the world for you, how about think that this could be a start of something wonderful that is coming your way. 

I was a lost sheep for years. Today, God made me realize that I wasn’t truly lost. I just fail to see that he actually sent me hundreds (or maybe thousands) of angels even before I lost my aunt. He gave me my mom and dad from the moment I was born, then my siblings to my closest friends who came and go. He gave me my husband and kids. My tribe. My mentors. These are the angels he sent that I failed to notice and took for granted. These are the people who shaped who I am now. The people who gave me the reason to keep fighting and pushing on with each and every life’s struggles. We too, are someone’s guardian angel, by inspiring and motivating the people around us, by helping them get through their challenges, and by reminding them that there is a divine power that guides us.

Through one of my angels, my friend Tine, God showed me that he will continuously find me when I am lost. The chakra charm I got from my friend is a gift from God and he is whispering me a message through my guardian angel on earth. Today, God is telling me, that I am on the right path. I am a DIAMOND. The path is bumpy, and sometimes will be hard to navigate, but I will get to my destination no matter what. 

You too can be where you want to be. You just have to keep pushing. You have to figure out what this experience is telling you. What are you supposed to learn from this turmoil you are in? What do you need to overcome? As long as you keep on going, it will get you to where you are supposed to be. One of the mentors I have used to tell me, “where you are right now does not determine who you are.” Take a deep breath with the feelings of hope, faith and optimism, and as you exhale, release the feelings of fear, doubt and negativity. Clear your heart and mind, find balance in your chakra and listen to your soul. For when you are able to do that, you are freeing yourself from the chains of scarcity and instead, you are subjecting yourself to limitless possibilities. 

It won’t be easy. It could be a long journey. The path may fade, and maybe you will get lost, but you will find the way back. You just have to reach out to your guardian angels on earth to light your path so you never get lost in your journey once again. For our destination is great, but only those who chose not to give up is able to reach the peak. That place is beyond our imagination, hard to reach, but it would be oh so worth it. 
February 21, 2021 No comments
 
Have you been in a situation when you start asking yourself, “what do I do now?” 

These past weeks I feel that I am running out of strength, as if the fire inside me is slowly burning out. I feel that the slow death in my spirit is manifesting in my physical body. My physical body is weak, my mental power is fading and my spiritual strength is dimming. Do I just watch and see everything shatter before my eyes?

For the entire week this week, I have been battling a symptom brought by my congenital defect in my heart, chronic illness and stress. It isn’t easy, but I just have to carry on. I discussed my dilemma with my cardiologist this morning and he was also worried that my condition might get worse if I don’t do something about it. I have to get into meds, twice as much as I am already in, it sucks, and I didn’t like it. However I still feel grateful for having a doctor who understood that I am not one who would accept to be dependable on drugs to manage my dis-ease. 

This tine I have to listen to my doctor though, but he knows for a fact, my goal would be to manage the symptoms and slowly get out of meds eventually.  I told him I am subjecting myself into a master cleanse program - cleansing my gut and rid of any toxins that accummulated inside, causing inflammation in my entire body. He said that it might help so he encouraged me to go for it.  I also told him I have my essential oils too, to help support my body. He just smiled, and said, make sure you monitor yourself and update me with the progress. I still think he thinks I am crazy hehehe.. well I am and proud of it haha!

I am off work for an entire freaking week because of what my body is going through! I am not sure if to me it is a good thing, since I get to de-stress, relax and give myself more care, or bad because I know for a fact that I would come back to a pile of shit and be on the same toxic environment I am in after I am better. I have strong mental endurance but lately work has been eating me up inside. The stress is overbearing and I started questioning myself, is the paycheck even worth sacrificing my sanity?

I think what my physical is going through was due to a mental, emotional and spiritual transformation that I am in, I guess I have been keeping so much energy in me and as I try to release these unwanted energy, it caused some sort of commotion in my body. I can’t pretend, but I am burned out from the whirlwind of emotions that I am in. The feeling of guilt, fear, and uncertainty. It is just overbearing. Did I tell you that YL’s Clarity is my new best friend? Ah if you knew me, I hated that oil, but recently it is a lifesaver when my emotions wreak havoc in my human mind.

I am tired. Tired of thinking about others but no one to care for myself. Sucks when you only have yourself to rely on, yeah? But then I can’t just sulk in and cry in one corner, right? I have to take control, and gain confidence that I can do things on my own, without anyone to depend on (even when deep inside I am longing to have someone ask how I am doing or if I am OK). That’s life, and I just have to be grateful of the great things that come my way. Suck it in Miyo! :)

So I got into a lot of wellness programs for the past 3 months. I got into a meditation session with Kimi Lu, Toby Gant and Rachel Jamiro in December. I was part of the Kimi Lu’s Well-being Boost Program with Michelle and Ciara in January, got a private coaching session with Toby in February, and a group session with Toby in March. I even got myself crystal bowls (well my husband got me the other one hehe)!

The Wellbeing Boost Program also helped me to listen more to myself. Be more intentional and grateful than I used to be, be more compassionate to myself. Creating that sacred space with my group without any judgement gave me a sense of relief. I realized that I am drawn to inspire people and that’s fueling me. I feel it is my life’s purpose.. to be able to shed light and lead someone out of the dark. Before I am able to, I have to lead myself out of the dark first.

Then I got into this private coaching session with Toby Gant early this month and it was amazing! I was hesitant at first because I am not comfortable opening myself that easily but I was glad I did! He actually sensed that feeling that I am hiding, not just from myself, but from the people around me. I am in deep need of care too you know. Being in the session with him removed that stabbing feeling that I have inside me. It is as if I felt that someone finally saw through me. Someone saw that behind the strong facade that I try to eminate on the outside, I am dying inside. The meditation and soul searching helped me release the bottled up feelings. I feel more alive now, and looking forward to where future will lead me. Not entirely healed but I am I getting there. 

This month I got to know more who I am and what I am capable of. I guess I have been too shortsighted and underestimating of myself. So much for someone who always think that “we are all designed for greatness” ha! Maybe I knew, but I am not accepting because I am scared of failure. How do you fail anyway? I giess when you lack belief and faith. Then I realized I am full of that, then why limit myself?

I thought I already learned to love myself. I guess I ain’t there yet. I am human, I acknowledge that. I have weaknesses and strengths, but my strengths are beyond my imaginationt. I just have to dig deeper inside me to start that spark that died down. I just have to keep finding myself, so I can continue to give to others. 

My cup ran out, without noticing. So I almost died, my spirit almost died. I am grateful that God has been so gracious to equip me with tools and people who can help me find myself again and fill that cup. I am embarking a new journey, not knowing where it would lead me, but it is clearer now, and I am sure that it would be where I have always dreamed of. I am not there yet, but I am taking the first step. It might not include things that I thought would be part of that dream but then, I guess things will just get better. 

I know because I asked, and I believe.. so I will receive. Until then, I have to transform myself physically, mentally and spiritually so that I am the person that I need to be, to receive that enormous purpose that God has planned for me. 


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February 20, 2021 No comments
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Hello I am Cherry Ang but you can call me Miyo —and I’ve been blogging since 2007.

What started as a space to share my love for makeup and beauty has slowly, naturally, evolved into something deeper—something more reflective of who I’ve become.

Back then, I wrote about colors, textures, and finding confidence through creativity. Over the years, as life offered more lessons, more beauty (and sometimes more chaos), I began writing less about the surface and more about the soul. And in 2021, I felt the call to return to blogging—not just as a hobby, but as a way to offer something real, nourishing, and resonant.

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