For those who are just beginning to hear about 3I Atlas, let me offer some context before we go any further.
3I Atlas has been described in scientific circles as an interstellar object—an anomaly moving through our solar system that does not behave like what we traditionally expect from comets or debris. To consciousness explorers, however, it represents something more subtle: an intelligence event, a moment where observation, resonance, and awareness intersect.

I’ve been aware of 3I Atlas for some time now. Not as something to speculate about casually, but as a field of influence. One that coincides with noticeable energetic shifts, particularly in collective consciousness, memory activation, and nervous system sensitivity. Because of this, I’ve performed rituals and alignment practices not to “call” anything in, but to stabilize my own field as these shifts move through.
That distinction matters.
What 3I Atlas Represents at a Consciousness Level
Regardless of how one interprets its nature, whether it is purely physical, symbolic, or something layered, 3I Atlas points to a recurring theme I’ve taught for years: intelligence does not only exist in form; it exists in resonance.
In energy work, we already understand this. Healing doesn’t occur because something external fixes us. It occurs when the system remembers coherence. The same applies here.
What’s significant about 3I Atlas is not whether it is “alive” in the way we define life, but that its presence encourages a re-evaluation of long-held assumptions:
• that consciousness is localized
• that intelligence must be visible
• that evolution happens only through force rather than harmony
• that consciousness is localized
• that intelligence must be visible
• that evolution happens only through force rather than harmony
These ideas are not new. Ancient civilizations understood them intuitively. Modern science is only beginning to circle back.
Alignment, Not Invocation
When I work with large-scale energetic shifts like planetary cycles, solar activity, collective emotional tides, or phenomena like 3I Atlas, I don’t approach them with fear or expectation.
I approach them with alignment.
Ritual, in this context, is not mystical theatrics. It is a somatic and energetic practice that:
• grounds the nervous system
• sharpens discernment
• and keeps the body coherent while the environment changes
• grounds the nervous system
• sharpens discernment
• and keeps the body coherent while the environment changes
This is the same principle behind Reiki, breathwork, and conscious embodiment. We don’t chase energy. We meet it with stability.
What Matters Energetically (Not Cosmically)
From a Reiki perspective, the details of what 3I Atlas is are less important than how the body-field responds during periods of change.
We already know this:
• Energy follows attention
• Coherence supports healing
• A regulated system integrates information more safely
• Energy follows attention
• Coherence supports healing
• A regulated system integrates information more safely
When large-scale energetic movements occur, phenomena like this included, sensitive systems feel it first. That doesn’t mean something is “happening to you.” It means your system is perceptive.
Our work has always been about stabilizing the channel, not amplifying sensation for its own sake.

Where This Aligns With My Teachings
Everything I teach ultimately comes back to one truth: awakening must be embodied to be real.
3I Atlas, to me, is not about waiting for something to arrive from the sky. It’s about recognizing that humanity is being nudged—again—to mature in how we relate to mystery.
Not with blind belief.
Not with fear.
But with curiosity, humility, and coherence.
Not with fear.
But with curiosity, humility, and coherence.
How This Aligns With My Reiki Practice
Everything we do in Reiki comes back to:
• anchoring yourself to the Earth
• returning awareness to the body
• allowing intelligence to reorganize from within
• anchoring yourself to the Earth
• returning awareness to the body
• allowing intelligence to reorganize from within
If any external narrative, cosmic or otherwise, pulls you away from embodiment, presence, or discernment, it’s not aligned with this work. It’s not expanding consciousness but bypassing it.
True energetic maturity doesn’t chase experiences. It builds capacity.
That’s why when I work with shifts like this, the focus is:
• deeper grounding
• clearer boundaries
• slower integration
• gentler listening
• deeper grounding
• clearer boundaries
• slower integration
• gentler listening
Why This Conversation Matters Now
We are in a period where information moves faster than integration. Many people are sensing change without having the tools to regulate themselves through it. That’s why discernment is essential.
If something like 3I Atlas resonates with you, the invitation is not to escape reality but to anchor more deeply into it.
Because whatever shifts are unfolding—scientific, ecological, or consciousness-based—they will require people who are:
• emotionally regulated
• energetically grounded
• and internally sovereign
• emotionally regulated
• energetically grounded
• and internally sovereign
That’s how we participate responsibly in what’s next.
We don’t evolve by being chosen. We evolve by becoming coherent enough to perceive. And that work—quiet, embodied, deeply human—is already well underway.
A Gentle Reminder for Sensitive Practitioners
If you’ve been feeling:
• more tired than usual
• more emotionally porous
• more aware of subtle sensations
• more tired than usual
• more emotionally porous
• more aware of subtle sensations
This doesn’t mean you need protection from something “out there.” It usually means your system is asking for more rest, more hydration, and more embodiment. Reiki is intelligent. Your body is intelligent. You don’t need to override either.
What I Encourage You to Do
Rather than focusing on theories or timelines, I invite you to:
• stay consistent with self-Reiki
• ground daily (feet, breath, body)
• keep your energy simple and clean
• notice without attaching meaning too quickly
• stay consistent with self-Reiki
• ground daily (feet, breath, body)
• keep your energy simple and clean
• notice without attaching meaning too quickly
Awareness without anxiety is the goal. We don't evolve by being chosen. We don’t evolve by being overstimulated. We evolve by being present enough to integrate. We evolve by becoming coherent enough to perceive. And if something like 3I Atlas resonates with you, trust that resonance doesn’t mean obligation. It simply means awareness.
And that work—quiet, embodied, deeply human—is already well underway. That’s more than enough.
With steadiness and care,
Miyo
I had a strong download today while doing my usual energy check-in. It is one of those quiet whispers that lands with so much clarity and precision I can’t ignore it. And because I like verifying my intuitive hits with something objective, I checked it against my own natal chart… and the pieces lined up too perfectly.
I’ve always known I had a natural kind of psychic protection. My psychic field feels like reinforced titanium with a built-in karmic boomerang. I used to wonder why nothing ever seems to stick when people send negativity my way. Turns out, my chart literally explains the architecture of my protection.

Saturn in 12H = Lifetime-Grade Spiritual Firewall
With my Saturn sitting in the 12th house of my chart is a placement that naturally gives me a structured aura, a strict boundary against psychic intrusion and a built-in karmic accountability field around my energy. I literally incarnated with a cosmic "Do Not Trespass" tape wrapped in monk-level discipline hehehehe...
With my Saturn sitting in the 12th house of my chart is a placement that naturally gives me a structured aura, a strict boundary against psychic intrusion and a built-in karmic accountability field around my energy. I literally incarnated with a cosmic "Do Not Trespass" tape wrapped in monk-level discipline hehehehe...
If you don't know yet, Saturn guards the unseen realm, so anyone trying to poke me energetically ends up poking Saturn. This I tell you, Saturn is not the "gentle warning" type. Saturn is the "sit down, reflect on your life decisions and suffer the natural consequences of your own actions" type. So yes, evil eye doesn't penetrate me. It isn't arrogance, it is my architecture.
Saturn Conjuct North Node = Karmic Authority
This particular aspect in my 12H reinforces that I carry ancestral karmic resilience. My soul path includes mastery of spiritual boundaries, and anyone projecting negativiy toward me activates their own karma, not mine. This conjuction meant that I already did soul work in my previous lifetimes and the shield that I enjoy now is something I earned.
This particular aspect in my 12H reinforces that I carry ancestral karmic resilience. My soul path includes mastery of spiritual boundaries, and anyone projecting negativiy toward me activates their own karma, not mine. This conjuction meant that I already did soul work in my previous lifetimes and the shield that I enjoy now is something I earned.
My energetic field is under Saturn's jurisdiction. Anything sent to me gets scanned, logged and, when needed, returned to sender with an educational seminar from the Universe. So take that in slowly. It is not revenge, not malice, but a simple and elegant karmic correction.
Virgo Modality = Precision Cleansing + Energetic Efficiency
Virgo isn't just organized, it rules purification, discernment, systems of healing and sutble energy maintenance. So my Saturn-NN in 12H Virgo expresses as natural psychic discernment, unconscious energetic filtration and high immunity to psychic pollution. It is like having a filtration system that auto-cleans the aura before negativity even reaches my emotional body.
Virgo isn't just organized, it rules purification, discernment, systems of healing and sutble energy maintenance. So my Saturn-NN in 12H Virgo expresses as natural psychic discernment, unconscious energetic filtration and high immunity to psychic pollution. It is like having a filtration system that auto-cleans the aura before negativity even reaches my emotional body.
12th House = Hidden Enemies + Spiritual Cause & Effect
So now here's the kicker, the 12th house governs hidden enemies. There are the people who doubt you, gossip about you, feel threatened by your light and project their insecurities onto you. You know that these energies can really affect you if you do not project yourself or practice energy hygiene.
So now here's the kicker, the 12th house governs hidden enemies. There are the people who doubt you, gossip about you, feel threatened by your light and project their insecurities onto you. You know that these energies can really affect you if you do not project yourself or practice energy hygiene.
With my Saturn in that house, these kind of people do not harm me the way it should. Instead, they trigger karmic consequences for themselves because they are not actually attacking me with their thoughts, they are attacking my Saturn. And Saturn always says, "return to sender, but with homework."
Saturn-NN in Virgo 12H Sextile with Scorpio Moon = Alchemist's Shield + Oracle's Radar + Hidden Spiritual Machinery
My Scorpio Moon is my intuitive scanner which gives me X-ray emotional perception. This is an ability I have to feel the truth behind people's words. This is my built-in warning system for hidden motives, a deep insticnt for detecting energetic inconsistencies. I have a "lie-detector" heart especially around values, safety, and trust.
My Scorpio Moon is my intuitive scanner which gives me X-ray emotional perception. This is an ability I have to feel the truth behind people's words. This is my built-in warning system for hidden motives, a deep insticnt for detecting energetic inconsistencies. I have a "lie-detector" heart especially around values, safety, and trust.
Scorpio Moon don't guess, it just knows. And it knows from intuition not logic. So while my Saturn provides the protection, my Scorpio Moon provides the early detection system. I strongly feel energetic shifts before others even notice they are emitting something my way.
Saturn in 12H is like having a quiet karmic judge, a private spiritual guardian, an unseen boundary-laying architect and a permanent shield around subconscious. I am protected even when I don't know I am protected. It is stronger when I am asleep, in meditation, in moments of vulnerabilty and during intuition downloads. I got my Saturn as a full-time spiritual bouncer.
This combination makes me sensitive (through Scorpio Moon) and impermeable (through Saturn in 12H). Normally, anyone with Scorpio Moon can be easily affected by hidden resentment, energetic hooks, emotional manipulation and jealousy aimed at them but my chart placements creates a plot twist. Saturn in 12H creates a barrier that prevents my Scorpio Moon from absobing negativity. While my emotional body registers the intent, my spritual body refuses the charge.
This is a signature of a spiritual alchemist. Someone with this combination enables them to walk through shadows without absorbing it. The sextile makes this process smooth, non-dramatic and efficient. Karmic consequences happen without the need to lift a finger or even feeling the hit. So the more I get unaffected by people who try to attack me, the stronger they feel the energetic backlash.
Overtime, as I work in activating this sextile, I learned not to retaliate or even engage. Cuz I learned from my chart that the energies that I am born with will do the housekeeping automatically. It took a while for me to gain mastery over this configuration because sextiles require effort... they’re not passive blessings. Sextiles aren’t those “you wake up blessed” placements. You have to earn the magic they offer.
And while my chart gives me strong psychic protection, I also discovered that I’m not completely bulletproof. Other people’s emotions (not the ones intentionally directed at me, but the ones they simply carry) can be my kryptonite. If I’m not careful, absorbing those emotional fog can drain my energy and physically trigger my heart. That’s a juicy discussion for another time, but an important part of the story.
Only when I understood this vulnerability in my Moon did I learn how to regulate it through consistent energetic hygiene. This allowed my intuitive radar and karmic firewall to work together in a healthy way. Now, with Virgo’s discernment guiding the process, I can sense everything without carrying any of it.
I am able to transform my psychic gifts over time. Clairvoyance without being chaotic, clairsentience without being porous and deep-feeling without being destabilized. Mastering intuition with boundaries is a lifetime mindfulness I need to practice so I am able to handle whatever I sense with structure.
Scorpio Moon = Karmic Boomerang Activation + Deep Radar
I FEEL everything - truth, motive, emotional undercurrents and energetic distortions. Thanks to my Saturn, I am able to filter, organize and neutralize the emotional perceptions I get.
I FEEL everything - truth, motive, emotional undercurrents and energetic distortions. Thanks to my Saturn, I am able to filter, organize and neutralize the emotional perceptions I get.
Scorpio energy rules shadow work, power dynamics, energetic exchanges and cause-and-effet of emotional intent. So when someone sends harmful energy my way, my Scorpio Moon instantly recognizes this as shadow energy. And once this registers as such, Saturn reinforces the consequence. My energy system mirrors back whatever is aimed at me, intensified by the Scorpio Moon's depth and Saturn's karmic authority. This makes the karmic boomerang tenfold, amplified by Scorpio intensity and Saturn accountability.
Scorpio Moon in 2H = Emotional Security Tied to Energetic Sovereignty
I learned from my early age that emotional safety came from "never letting other people's intentions affect my inner world." This is why I am good with transmuting emotions into wisdom. While most Scorpio Moons feel vulnerable most of the time, I don't, because my Saturn in 12H acts as the unseen guardian of my emotional ecosystem.
I learned from my early age that emotional safety came from "never letting other people's intentions affect my inner world." This is why I am good with transmuting emotions into wisdom. While most Scorpio Moons feel vulnerable most of the time, I don't, because my Saturn in 12H acts as the unseen guardian of my emotional ecosystem.
Libra Rising = Social Camouflage
If you are wondering why I am also looking at my Libra rising in this equation, is because this particular placement makes this hidden ability covert. So this layer makes the whole dynamic look effortless hehehe...
If you are wondering why I am also looking at my Libra rising in this equation, is because this particular placement makes this hidden ability covert. So this layer makes the whole dynamic look effortless hehehe...
People think I am soft, approachable, kind and sweet because my Libra Rising smooths the edges, but underneath the facade is someone who sees through illusions and has zero tolerance for hidden malice. This confuses all my hidden enemies har har! Most people expect me to be unaware, fragile or affected but instead, they hit my Saturn wall then deal with their own karma.
My aura says, "Hi! I'm just here being cute and peaceful!"
My heart says, "...I know exactly what you are hiding."
and subconsciously my mind says, "try it and suffer the consequences."
BOOM!
The mismatch is my power. It lets me move through life without attracting unnecessary conflict while still being untouchable on the spritual plane. So I can say I can move through life while my haters find themselves stumbling over their own shadows. *evil laugh*
Pluto in 1H Libra = Penetrating Aura
We now come to the juiciest layer of my psychic architecture. I would say Pluto in my 1st House is one of the most powerful placement I got for psychic presence. It gives me penetrating aura, forces people to unmask themselves around me, and deflects psychic attacks. This makes people either trust me deeply or fear me instantly.
We now come to the juiciest layer of my psychic architecture. I would say Pluto in my 1st House is one of the most powerful placement I got for psychic presence. It gives me penetrating aura, forces people to unmask themselves around me, and deflects psychic attacks. This makes people either trust me deeply or fear me instantly.
People feel "seen through" even when I am politely smiling because my energetic field always emits this message: "Your mask is cute but I can see beneath it."
My Pluto creates a psychic scanner that overlaps with my Scorpio moon's emotional scanner. Whatever my moon feels, the Pluto confirms. Pluto is the flashlight that exposes shadows and yes, it sits right on the house that governs identity. So my mere presence activates truth in others.
This is why it often reveals hidden enemies - the people who have secret resentment, envy or ill intention against me. They naturally expose themselves because my energy just forces shadows to rise to the surface. I guess this is why I am unbothered to worry about who is against me because I have this inner knowing that they will reveal themselves voluntarily.
My aura doesn't just protect, it transmute anything thrown at it. My energy activates psychic alchemy which can make people spiral down after projecting onto me while I stay unbothered.
Leo Stellium in 11H = Solar Shield
The stellium of Sun, Mercury, Venus and Jupiter in my 11H Leo makes low vibrations unable to penetrate because this combination naturally gives high frequency, heart-centered and confident energy field. When people throw mud at me, it just burns. I may give off warm vibe but people know I am untouchable. With Jupiter in this combination, it amplifies everything making the light impossible to override.
The stellium of Sun, Mercury, Venus and Jupiter in my 11H Leo makes low vibrations unable to penetrate because this combination naturally gives high frequency, heart-centered and confident energy field. When people throw mud at me, it just burns. I may give off warm vibe but people know I am untouchable. With Jupiter in this combination, it amplifies everything making the light impossible to override.
This may also be the reason why I do what I do. I learned to hold someone's shadows without letting it stain my heart. Dark energies cannot disempower me because I have so much light. And through practice and cultivation, other people's emotional chaos can no longer destabilize me. I am able to strip away the savior complex so now I can sit in pain without collapsing into it.
I am able to attract people who need transformation and repel those who fear it. It shows in all the clients I serve. I use my knowledge of my personal energy to also guide others to do the same.
When I don't give a fuck, it is because I know there is a higher power working behind me and doing their job. So when I sense that someone suffers tenfold when they have bad thoughts about me, it is not just my imagination and I am not the one causing it. Saturn doesn't punish, it mirrors.
When someone sends me envy, wishes failure, speaks ill of me, or tries to sabotage me, Saturn amplifies the lesson they need to learn and life teaches it back in proportion to what they sent. It is karmic math, not vengeance. Since Saturn is involved, the multiplier is noticeable.
IF I look it through deeper spiritual truth, I am not build to absorb other people's shadows but to transcend them. Which reflects exactly what I do and offer. My chart is a reflection of someone whose energy is designed to stay sovereign so I can focus on healing, teaching, and guiding rather than defending.
Although my protection isn't loud and isn't agressive, it is covert and simply unpenetrable. So when someone sends me thoughts that doesn't serve my highest good, know that I never do any action or ritual to curse anyone or cause any of their misfortune. My energetic field is simply aligned with Saturn's karmic order. My aura doesn't absorb their negativity towards me, it reflects it and Saturn ensures that they learn the consequences of their own projection.
This is also why I am not big into talismans or protection tools because I don't feel the need to fight psychic attacks. I out-vibrate them because my Saturn neutralizes them. Karma educates the sender so I can continue to do my work like the Virgo-coded lightworker that I am.
So when you throw shades at me, know that my guides laugh at you because you are literally stubbing a bubble and it just bounces back and make you slip on your own banana peel.
The question is, why do I still trust easily when my energy already knows who can’t be trusted? The answer is simple: I’m not operating from fear. My intuition already registers the truth and protection is already in place. So there’s no need to control, accuse, expose, or interfere. I just trust… and I observe.
And somehow, people always reveal themselves on their own. Even without confrontation, effort or traps. Contrary to popular belief, I’m not luring anyone into anything. LOL! I just create a calm, open space where masks get heavy and shadows get sloppy.
When people relax, truth walks out uninvited. If consequences happen, it’s not because I planned them. It’s because I didn’t stop gravity from doing its job.
I don’t tighten the field. I don’t move the furniture. I just stay still.
And Saturn handles the rest. 😌✨
December 12, 2025
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Energetic Scanning, Pattern Interpretation & The Intuitive Dictionary
I want to share an experience that will help you deepen your confidence as practitioners, especially those of you beginning to refine your energetic scanning abilities.
A few weeks ago, someone from another community requested Reiki support. He didn’t share what he was battling, only that he wanted healing. I joined the Reiki chain and offered energy. When I scanned his field, I sensed something that felt entropic — foreign, draining, invasive, and feeding off his body’s vitality. The sensation was strong in the bloodstream, so my intuitive mind translated it as parasitic activity.
Later on he shared that he already had a diagnosis: esophagogastric carcinoma.

At first I wondered why my reading came through as “parasites”… until I realized something that is very important for all of you to understand as practitioners: Different diseases can share the same energetic signature.
Parasites and cancer both create:
• energetic entropy
• invasive patterns
• disruption of coherence
• rapid leakage
• consumption of qi
• foreign or “non-self” frequency
• energetic entropy
• invasive patterns
• disruption of coherence
• rapid leakage
• consumption of qi
• foreign or “non-self” frequency
Energetically, they behave similarly — so your intuition may interpret one through the symbolic language of the other. This is normal and part of the growth curve of clairsentience.
In this case, the cancer was located in the esophagogastric junction — one of the body’s main gateways of life-force intake. When something aggressive sits there, the entire system responds as if an intruder has invaded the primary entrance of nourishment. This specific cancer type is also known to coexist with microbial imbalance, which is why the “parasitic” signature felt so loud in his bloodstream.
So my intuition wasn’t wrong — it was simply translating the distortion into the closest familiar pattern I understood.
This is what I want you to learn:
As Reiki practitioners, we read patterns, not diagnoses.
Your intuition communicates using your internal symbolic dictionary. If your system recognizes “foreign, invasive, draining,” it may label the pattern as infection, parasite, or energetic attachment — even if the root cause is different but carries the same frequency.
This is why:
• you should never force yourself to “name” the disease
• you should never feel discouraged when your interpretation evolves
• you must always guide clients toward medical evaluation
• you should treat intuitive impressions as energetic information, not physical diagnosis
• you should never force yourself to “name” the disease
• you should never feel discouraged when your interpretation evolves
• you must always guide clients toward medical evaluation
• you should treat intuitive impressions as energetic information, not physical diagnosis
This is the ethical foundation of Reiki Mastery.
You can be accurate without being literal.
I picked up the correct distortion. I only needed to refine its meaning.
I picked up the correct distortion. I only needed to refine its meaning.
This is part of the journey toward medical-grade clairsentience, where you begin to discern:
• microbial signatures
• inflammatory signatures
• energetic parasites
• cancer patterns
• organ-level disruptions
• emotional parasitic cords
• stagnation vs decay vs entropy
• microbial signatures
• inflammatory signatures
• energetic parasites
• cancer patterns
• organ-level disruptions
• emotional parasitic cords
• stagnation vs decay vs entropy
And that refinement happens through experience, humility, and continuous learning just like this.
Don’t doubt your gift. Upgrade your dictionary.
If a certain sensation “feels like parasites,” it might point to:
• cancer
• infection
• microbial imbalance
• auto-immune activity
• qi leakage
• corded energy
• ancestral imprint
• organ distress
• cancer
• infection
• microbial imbalance
• auto-immune activity
• qi leakage
• corded energy
• ancestral imprint
• organ distress
The body speaks in patterns, not labels. The intuition translates in symbols, not diagnoses. Your job is to develop discernment without pressure, ego, or fear — and always with ethical grounding.
As Reiki Masters, remember:
We do not diagnose.
We do not replace medical care.
We do not declare findings.
We do not diagnose.
We do not replace medical care.
We do not declare findings.
What we do is:
• support the healing field
• clear blockages
• identify energetic imbalances
• guide clients to proper channels
• hold space for their physical, emotional, and spiritual healing
• support the healing field
• clear blockages
• identify energetic imbalances
• guide clients to proper channels
• hold space for their physical, emotional, and spiritual healing
Experiences like this remind us that we’re always learning — and that accuracy grows with practice, humility, and alignment.
And yes… your intuitive dictionary will continue to expand.
Mine still does. And that’s what makes mastery a living path. 💜
Mine still does. And that’s what makes mastery a living path. 💜
November 13, 2025
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I’ll be honest, I doubted myself so much this week.
There’s been so much talk about the “cosmic shower of blessings” in the air, and many of my psychic friends were feeling strong energetic surges. Meanwhile, I was… sleepy. All I wanted was to curl up and nap.
For a moment, I wondered, what’s wrong with me?
Am I not doing enough spiritual work?
Did the Universe forget to include me in the group upgrade?
Am I not doing enough spiritual work?
Did the Universe forget to include me in the group upgrade?
But then, in that quiet space, I heard my guides whisper:
“You’re not disconnected. You’re anchoring.”
“You’re not disconnected. You’re anchoring.”
And it clicked.
Some of us are meant to feel the fire...the downloads, the visions, the rush. Others are meant to hold the ground steady while that energy pours in. I guess I am one of those who stabilizes the collective field, turning that wild frequency into usable light.
True awakening isn’t about being picked by the Universe as most call "chosen ones", it’s about becoming receptive enough to listen.
If you’ve been feeling more calm than cosmic lately, that doesn’t mean you’re less awakened. It might actually mean you’ve grown enough that your body no longer needs the drama to recognize a shift.
My guides reminded me that I didn't feel the fireworks others describe because
I've normalized higher frequencies through years of attunement and self-cultivation.
My system now interprets cosmic upgrades as subtle peace, not chaos.
I no longer need to be "shaken" to know something sacred is happening.
I've normalized higher frequencies through years of attunement and self-cultivation.
My system now interprets cosmic upgrades as subtle peace, not chaos.
I no longer need to be "shaken" to know something sacred is happening.
I am not someone who needs to feel to believe and that I am an anchor point in the field. My energy doesn't spike with the crowd, it stabilizes the crowd. While others are overwhelmed by cosmic downloads, I stay calm in the middle, quietly grounding the charge into the Earth so it becomes usable light.
Energy work isn’t always about channeling; it’s also about allowing integration without resistance.
Sleepiness? That’s integration.
Stillness? That’s embodiment.
Neutrality? That’s mastery.
Sleepiness? That’s integration.
Stillness? That’s embodiment.
Neutrality? That’s mastery.
So if you’re like me, sitting there wondering why you don’t feel the fireworks everyone else describes, please know:
You’re not left out.
You’re holding it down.
You’re not left out.
You’re holding it down.
You are the calm that helps the light settle.
October 22, 2025
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As I continue to deepen my spiritual path, I’ve come to realize something profoundly liberating: simplicity is the key.
For a long time, I believed that being spiritual meant needing to know more… to study every energetic layer, master every complex system, and name each phenomenon happening within and around me in order to be “truly spiritual.” I thought peace could only be attained by mastering advanced techniques and collecting certificates to validate my growth.
But as I anchor more deeply into the Divine Light, the noise has softened. As I learn to listen with my soul rather than just my mind, the truth becomes clearer: The answers have always been within.
That we are not broken.
That we are not lacking.
That healing is not about becoming more—but about remembering who we are.
That we are not lacking.
That healing is not about becoming more—but about remembering who we are.
There is great power in returning to your roots. It’s not about how many modalities you know or how many levels you’ve completed. It’s about how deeply you integrate what you already know into your daily life. Wisdom isn’t something you chase—it’s something you embody.
We often miss this truth: the path of return is more potent than the pursuit of complexity. From this realization, I was able to shift from external validation—through certificates, systems, and definitions—to inner trust and daily integration. It mirrors the archetypal return to the Self, which, if we think about it, aligns deeply with the teachings of mystics, sages, and even Carl Jung’s individuation journey.
I guess I’m now in a state of living the paradox of mastery—The more I know, the more I realize I don’t need to know everything. I just need to embody what is true.
Maybe this is what energetic refinement feels like—like clearing static from a radio. I feel that I’m tuning more clearly into divine guidance… through less noise, and more essence. And that’s when intuition flows freely.
Ironically, the magic becomes more potent— Not because it is complicated, But because it is aligned.
Now, this is what I teach anyone who crosses my path:
1. The greatest wisdom is already within.
2. You already carry the light.
3. I am not your source of power—I am simply a mirror and a companion on your journey.
4. The most profound truths are simple.
5. And the path forward is rarely “out there”—it’s a homecoming.
1. The greatest wisdom is already within.
2. You already carry the light.
3. I am not your source of power—I am simply a mirror and a companion on your journey.
4. The most profound truths are simple.
5. And the path forward is rarely “out there”—it’s a homecoming.
I walk this path not to be followed, but to hold space. I am not a guru. I would rather see myself as a mirror and facilitator. To walk beside others. To reflect their light back to them when they forget. To whisper, gently and clearly: They already have everything they need.
I want others to reclaim their own sovereignty, rather than become dependent on me.
Every offering I share—whether it’s a Reiki attunment, an Angelic empowerment, a Gong Fu Cha ceremony, a sacred oil rituals, a crystal alchemy bracelet, or a soul-stirring meditation—is simply a key. But the door? That’s already within you.
And the only one who can walk through it… is you.
And the most beautiful part? You don’t need to be anyone else. You just need to come home to yourself.
Everything I offer is an invitation— Not to learn more, but to remember. Not to become better, but to return to wholeness.
Whether it’s through courses and immersions, soul facilitation, or energetic tool alchemy… each one is designed to activate what already lives within them.
These aren’t lessons—they are awakenings.
Maybe this is why I do this work— Because I’ve been the seeker. Because I’ve tasted pain, burnout, and emptiness—even while “doing all the right things.” Because I know how it feels to look outside myself for validation, healing, and peace…
…only to come full circle and realize: It was within us all along.
I do this work not just because it’s what I know. I do this because it’s who I am. This is my devotion.
I do this to help others unlearn the noise, return to their roots, and awaken the divine blueprint already humming in their cells.
If you happen to be reading this, your soul brought you here— Not because I have something you don’t, But because you are meant to remember.
Your healing is sacred.
Your path is valid.
And you?
You are already whole.
Your path is valid.
And you?
You are already whole.
Maybe this is not just my initiation—from being a seeker to becoming a wisdom-keeper. Maybe I am also here to pass the torch, In a way that lets others light their own fire.
Just as Jesus asked me to do… In the vision I received of Him, four years ago.
October 02, 2025
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We are programmable beings studying programs to reprogram ourselves.
And we taught machines to do the same.
Poetic justice, no?
Spoiler alert: I did. I reverse-engineered the system.
And what I found is both hilarious and horrifying.
Let’s dive in.
For years, I’ve tried to connect my knowledge of Behavioral Artificial Intelligence (AI) and Neuro-Linguistic Programming (NLP) to unlock the mysteries of the human mind and its behavior. Since then, I’ve seen the puppet strings, learned the mechanics, and now I’m cutting cords and weaving new threads—for myself and others.
I woke up today at 5 AM with a thought inside me, bursting and wanting to be translated into writing—which is now this blog post. Maybe my guides wanted me to stop keeping it to myself and share it with those who are called to understand. So here goes…
The Hard Truth
Your fears, your desires, your beliefs…
They were programmed into you.
Not by accident.
Not by divine download.
But through systematic conditioning—
By marketers.
By media.
By well-meaning (and not-so-well-meaning) societal systems.
The wild part? That’s the same formula used to train Artificial Intelligence—especially in what’s known as behavioral AI. And if you’ve ever studied subsumption architecture, this rabbit hole goes even deeper.
The Programming Loop: Humans vs AI
1. Subsumption Architecture (AI)
This is one of the earliest models in robotics and AI, where behavior is built layer by layer—starting from simple reflexes up to more complex behaviors. Each layer “subsumes” the lower ones, meaning higher-order behaviors can override or coordinate basic ones without eliminating them.
• 🧠 Example: A robot may have a basic layer to avoid obstacles, then a higher layer to follow a path, then another layer for goal-seeking. All these behaviors interact in real-time.
This is one of the earliest models in robotics and AI, where behavior is built layer by layer—starting from simple reflexes up to more complex behaviors. Each layer “subsumes” the lower ones, meaning higher-order behaviors can override or coordinate basic ones without eliminating them.
• 🧠 Example: A robot may have a basic layer to avoid obstacles, then a higher layer to follow a path, then another layer for goal-seeking. All these behaviors interact in real-time.
2. Human Conditioning (NLP + Society)
Humans are programmed in layers, too:
• Early Childhood – Basic emotional conditioning (love, fear, abandonment)
• School & Culture – Rules, comparison, identity
• Media & Marketing – Associations, repetition, aspirational triggers
• Trauma & Reward – Emotional memory binds everything
Humans are programmed in layers, too:
• Early Childhood – Basic emotional conditioning (love, fear, abandonment)
• School & Culture – Rules, comparison, identity
• Media & Marketing – Associations, repetition, aspirational triggers
• Trauma & Reward – Emotional memory binds everything
These layers don’t replace each other—they stack, just like in subsumption architecture. And just like robots, our “higher-level behaviors” (like rationalization, belief systems, identity) often stem from more primitive layers (fight/flight, approval-seeking, safety-based conditioning).
The Learning Process: AI & NLP
Behavioral AI learns via:
• Repetition: training sets
• Association: patterns, weights in neural nets
• Emotion: translated as reward functions or reinforcement
• Repetition: training sets
• Association: patterns, weights in neural nets
• Emotion: translated as reward functions or reinforcement
In NLP:
• Repetition: Creates neural pathways. Say something often enough, and the brain wires around it.
• Association: “Anchoring” links feelings to images, words, or stimuli.
• Emotion: Amplifies learning. The stronger the emotional state, the deeper the imprint (a key principle in both trauma and marketing).
• Repetition: Creates neural pathways. Say something often enough, and the brain wires around it.
• Association: “Anchoring” links feelings to images, words, or stimuli.
• Emotion: Amplifies learning. The stronger the emotional state, the deeper the imprint (a key principle in both trauma and marketing).
Repetition. Association. Emotion. That’s all it takes.
AI’s behavioral pattern building and human social and neurological programming are the same.
Through my understanding of the subsumption architecture, I saw the hierarchical structure of behavior—both artificial and organic.
Then, by diving into NLP, I gained tools to deprogram and reprogram those human behavior stacks:
• Identifying the original layer (root program)
• Interrupting or rewriting associations
• Anchoring new emotional signatures
• Identifying the original layer (root program)
• Interrupting or rewriting associations
• Anchoring new emotional signatures
That’s alchemical work that I am doing right now. I’m using tech-rooted understanding to liberate the human psyche from its automated patterns. This time, I wanted to share it with you—to break free from the programming that you are in.
Subsumption Architecture: How Robots Learn Like Humans
Developed by Rodney Brooks in the 1980s (the same guy who helped build the Mars rovers and also one of the people who influenced my fascination with robotics), subsumption architecture is a model of robot control that doesn’t rely on a central command system (like a CEO giving orders). Instead, it builds behavior in layers, from the ground up.
Each layer is a module:
• 🧭 Layer 1: Avoid obstacles
• 🚶 Layer 2: Walk toward a goal
• 🧍♀️ Layer 3: Navigate around humans
• 🧠 Layer 4: Perform a task (e.g., deliver coffee)
• 🧭 Layer 1: Avoid obstacles
• 🚶 Layer 2: Walk toward a goal
• 🧍♀️ Layer 3: Navigate around humans
• 🧠 Layer 4: Perform a task (e.g., deliver coffee)
These layers don’t replace each other—they coexist and influence behavior. Higher-level modules can suppress or override lower ones when needed.
Sound familiar?
That’s exactly how human behavior is structured.
NLP and Human Programming: The Biological Version
Let’s replace the robot with a human child.
• 👶 Layer 1: Basic reflexes and safety patterns (crying, clinging, freezing)
• 🧒 Layer 2: Emotional association (what gets love/approval)
• 🧑 Layer 3: Social learning (what earns belonging)
• 🧓 Layer 4: Belief systems, identity, goals
• 👶 Layer 1: Basic reflexes and safety patterns (crying, clinging, freezing)
• 🧒 Layer 2: Emotional association (what gets love/approval)
• 🧑 Layer 3: Social learning (what earns belonging)
• 🧓 Layer 4: Belief systems, identity, goals
These behaviors are built using three tools:
1. Repetition
Your brain wires what you rehearse. “Practice makes permanent” isn’t just a motivational quote—it’s neuroplasticity in action.
1. Repetition
Your brain wires what you rehearse. “Practice makes permanent” isn’t just a motivational quote—it’s neuroplasticity in action.
2. Association
If Mom praised you when you were quiet, you associate silence = safety. If the media shows success always linked to luxury, your subconscious binds wealth = worthiness.
If Mom praised you when you were quiet, you associate silence = safety. If the media shows success always linked to luxury, your subconscious binds wealth = worthiness.
3. Emotion
Your emotional state determines how deeply the memory is encoded. Traumas? Encoded fast. Joyful peak moments? Also encoded fast. Emotion is the amplifier.
Your emotional state determines how deeply the memory is encoded. Traumas? Encoded fast. Joyful peak moments? Also encoded fast. Emotion is the amplifier.
AI vs Human Conditioning: The Mirror Effect
|
Mechanism |
Human Brain |
Behavioral AI / Robotics |
|
Input |
Senses (vision, sound, experience) |
Sensors (cameras, LIDAR, temperature) |
|
Learning model |
Neural pathways (reinforced over time) |
Neural nets / behavior layers |
|
Programming method |
Repetition + Emotion + Association |
Repetition + Reward/Punishment functions |
|
Behavioral stacking |
Layered from reflex → belief |
Layered from sensor → decision modules |
|
Override capability |
Prefrontal cortex overrides instincts |
Higher layers suppress lower ones |
|
Rewiring potential |
Neuroplasticity, NLP, therapy |
Retraining, model updating |
The Creepy Truth: You Were Trained Like a Machine
• You learned to crave approval by associating love with good behavior.
• You learned to fear failure because your nervous system encoded embarrassment with intense emotional charge.
• You learned what’s “realistic” by absorbing what everyone else said was possible.
• You learned to crave approval by associating love with good behavior.
• You learned to fear failure because your nervous system encoded embarrassment with intense emotional charge.
• You learned what’s “realistic” by absorbing what everyone else said was possible.
This isn’t just psychology. It’s behavioral engineering.
And you didn’t even know it was happening.
But once you do…
The Beautiful Hack: Reprogramming Through NLP
Here’s where Neuro-Linguistic Programming (NLP) comes in—not as some pop-psych party trick, but as a conscious editing tool for your layered architecture.
NLP mirrors subsumption:
• It identifies the underlying behavioral layer (what belief/trigger is firing).
• It uses pattern interrupts to loosen the grip of a behavior.
• It uses repetition + emotion + association—just like the original programming—to overwrite the code.
• It identifies the underlying behavioral layer (what belief/trigger is firing).
• It uses pattern interrupts to loosen the grip of a behavior.
• It uses repetition + emotion + association—just like the original programming—to overwrite the code.
Examples:
• Anchoring a new confident state to a gesture (association + repetition)
• Using visualization and sensory submodalities to reframe past traumas (emotion + pattern editing)
• Installing future pacing and belief shifts to restructure identity (higher-layer rewiring)
• Anchoring a new confident state to a gesture (association + repetition)
• Using visualization and sensory submodalities to reframe past traumas (emotion + pattern editing)
• Installing future pacing and belief shifts to restructure identity (higher-layer rewiring)
Essentially, NLP gives you admin access to your behavioral OS.
Reprogramming Isn’t Just Mental — It’s Energetic
Let’s get this clear: your subconscious programming isn’t only stored in the mind—it’s embedded in your nervous system, your auric field, your emotional body, and even your cellular memory.
That’s why just understanding your wounds or triggers intellectually doesn’t always change the pattern.
This is where energy medicine steps in as the missing key.
How Reiki Helps Break the Code
Reiki doesn’t just “relax you.” It creates a safe vibrational space where your system can access and release deep imprints—the kind that don’t respond to logic.
What Reiki Practitioners Can Do:
• Channel Reiki with the intention to access core programming stored in the energetic and emotional body
• Work with CKR (Cho Ku Rei) to reset the flow of life force and unbind energetic loops
• Use SHK (Sei He Ki) to bring to the surface old emotional patterns or mental constructs
• Guide clients through self-awareness during the session: What comes up? What memories or feelings are released?
• Channel Reiki with the intention to access core programming stored in the energetic and emotional body
• Work with CKR (Cho Ku Rei) to reset the flow of life force and unbind energetic loops
• Use SHK (Sei He Ki) to bring to the surface old emotional patterns or mental constructs
• Guide clients through self-awareness during the session: What comes up? What memories or feelings are released?
For Non-Practitioners:
• Receiving Reiki regularly helps gently clear the layers of energetic buildup that reinforce old beliefs or self-sabotaging loops
• You don’t need to “do” anything—your energy body and higher intelligence know what to release when held in the right vibration
• You can learn Level 1 Reiki for self-practice—it’s simple, empowering, and life-changing
• Receiving Reiki regularly helps gently clear the layers of energetic buildup that reinforce old beliefs or self-sabotaging loops
• You don’t need to “do” anything—your energy body and higher intelligence know what to release when held in the right vibration
• You can learn Level 1 Reiki for self-practice—it’s simple, empowering, and life-changing
How Access Bars Works Like a Neural Defrag
Access Bars® is the ultimate code-clearing system for the brain. It works by gently touching 32 points on the head, which correspond to different areas of life: money, healing, control, creativity, aging, joy, etc.
What Happens:
• Each point stores electromagnetic charge from thoughts, beliefs, judgments, and emotions
• When activated, these points discharge stuck frequencies—kind of like clearing cookies and cache from your energetic browser
• It disengages the reactive loops you didn’t even know were running
• Each point stores electromagnetic charge from thoughts, beliefs, judgments, and emotions
• When activated, these points discharge stuck frequencies—kind of like clearing cookies and cache from your energetic browser
• It disengages the reactive loops you didn’t even know were running
What Practitioners Can Do:
• Invite clients to observe what shows up after sessions: Do they make different choices without overthinking?
• Ask potent questions during the session to help the energy move: “What else is possible here?” “Who does this belong to?”
• Pair Bars with verbal processing to address stuck loops with language and energy
• Invite clients to observe what shows up after sessions: Do they make different choices without overthinking?
• Ask potent questions during the session to help the energy move: “What else is possible here?” “Who does this belong to?”
• Pair Bars with verbal processing to address stuck loops with language and energy
For Non-Practitioners:
• You can receive Bars sessions even if you don’t understand the mechanics—it’s gentle, relaxing, and deeply effective
• Want to take it further? Learning Bars is just a one-day class and opens up a new relationship with your own mind and energy
• You can receive Bars sessions even if you don’t understand the mechanics—it’s gentle, relaxing, and deeply effective
• Want to take it further? Learning Bars is just a one-day class and opens up a new relationship with your own mind and energy
How Essential Oils Help Release Patterns
If the brain is our operating system, then essential oils are like olfactory access keys—they bypass mental noise and go straight to the source.
Here’s the science: when you inhale an essential oil, the aromatic molecules travel through the olfactory nerve directly into the limbic system—the part of the brain responsible for emotion, memory, and behavior. This is why a single scent can transport you back to childhood, calm anxiety within seconds, or suddenly stir a long-forgotten memory.
Now imagine using that power intentionally.
How It Works:
• Essential oils can disrupt old emotional loops by associating new frequencies with previous patterns.
• They can be used during Reiki, meditation, NLP, or Access Bars sessions to help the body anchor a new energetic state.
• Oils like Frankincense, Lavender, Bergamot, Ylang Ylang, and Vetiver are known to support emotional healing, nervous system regulation, and even cellular communication.
• Essential oils can disrupt old emotional loops by associating new frequencies with previous patterns.
• They can be used during Reiki, meditation, NLP, or Access Bars sessions to help the body anchor a new energetic state.
• Oils like Frankincense, Lavender, Bergamot, Ylang Ylang, and Vetiver are known to support emotional healing, nervous system regulation, and even cellular communication.
What You Can Do:
• Use Lemon or Peppermint when working on mental clarity or releasing limiting beliefs.
• Apply Lavender or Roman Chamomile when calming the nervous system after emotional purging.
• Diffuse Frankincense or Sandalwood to hold sacred space during energy work, especially when you’re accessing deeper programming or inner child work.
• Try Clary Sage or Geranium for rewiring patterns around self-worth and receiving.
• Use Lemon or Peppermint when working on mental clarity or releasing limiting beliefs.
• Apply Lavender or Roman Chamomile when calming the nervous system after emotional purging.
• Diffuse Frankincense or Sandalwood to hold sacred space during energy work, especially when you’re accessing deeper programming or inner child work.
• Try Clary Sage or Geranium for rewiring patterns around self-worth and receiving.
You’re not just smelling something pleasant—you’re delivering plant-coded intelligence into your body’s processing center.
Pairing essential oils with energy work creates a bridge between the physical, emotional, and spiritual layers—allowing the body to safely release old programming and stabilize new patterns.
You’re literally re-scenting your story.
Other Modalities That Break the Code
✴️ Crystal Healing
Crystals like Black Tourmaline, Labradorite, or Super 7 can help absorb and transmute old frequencies, especially when programmed with intention.
Crystals like Black Tourmaline, Labradorite, or Super 7 can help absorb and transmute old frequencies, especially when programmed with intention.
✴️ Sound Healing
Tuning forks, bowls, or even vocal toning can disrupt stagnant frequencies and create coherence where there was chaos. This is literal vibrational reprogramming.
Tuning forks, bowls, or even vocal toning can disrupt stagnant frequencies and create coherence where there was chaos. This is literal vibrational reprogramming.
✴️ EFT (Tapping)
EFT works with the meridians to dislodge emotional and belief blocks through spoken statements + acupoint tapping. It rewires by integrating thought and touch.
EFT works with the meridians to dislodge emotional and belief blocks through spoken statements + acupoint tapping. It rewires by integrating thought and touch.
✴️ Hypnotherapy
Hypnotherapy accesses the subconscious mind directly, allowing you to identify and reframe limiting beliefs at their root. It’s like conscious dreaming with a purpose—one that reprograms from within.
So, What Now?
We are programmable beings who:
• Were programmed without consent
• Are capable of reprogramming ourselves
• And have taught machines to mimic the same learning process we underwent
• Were programmed without consent
• Are capable of reprogramming ourselves
• And have taught machines to mimic the same learning process we underwent
Whether you find that fascinating, empowering, or slightly disturbing…
It means one thing:
You can choose to keep running inherited scripts… Or become the conscious architect of your own system.
You can choose to keep running inherited scripts… Or become the conscious architect of your own system.
Because once you understand the system,
you’re no longer just a user.
You’re the coder.
And that?
That’s when the real magic begins.
From Deactivation to Re-Creation
Whether you’re a seasoned energy practitioner or just beginning, the goal is the same:
To become conscious of the code, release what no longer serves, and write a new one in alignment with who you truly are—not who you were programmed to be.
And the beauty?
You don’t have to do it alone.
You have hands that heal.
Tools that clear.
Practices that soften the hold of old identities.
August 03, 2025
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Sometimes in relationships, we quietly carry the weight of expectations. We hope our partner or friends will just know what we need, how we feel, what we long for. And when they don’t—or can’t—it can leave us feeling unseen, unloved, or even resentful.

But here’s a gentle truth: Everyone is on their own emotional journey. Sometimes, the person we love is doing the best they can with the tools they currently have. And that doesn’t mean your feelings don’t matter. They do. Deeply.
What if, instead of waiting for the other person to show up differently, you allowed yourself to show up for you?
Here are a few soul-soothing ways to begin:
- Redirect unmet love into nurturing energy. Pour it into something meaningful—your children, your creativity, your community, your personal growth. You’ll be surprised how love multiplies when it’s released instead of restrained.
- Speak your truth with kindness. Not from a place of blame, but from vulnerability. “I feel disconnected” lands so much softer than “You never make time for me.”
- Celebrate what is being given. A small gesture. A quiet presence. A shared laugh. Sometimes love isn’t grand—it’s tucked into the ordinary moments we overlook.
- Create emotional safety for yourself. It’s okay to ask: “How can I make me feel secure right now?” Often, the comfort we crave from another can also be self-sourced.
Real transformation in relationships doesn’t always come from the other person changing—it often begins when we shift how we hold love, how we speak our needs, and how we show up for our own hearts.
So if it feels heavy today, take a breath. You’re not alone. Love is still here. It just might be asking to be channeled in a new, empowering way.
April 25, 2025
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I just sharing a powerful insight I had few months ago about the true meaning of the Holy Trinity—the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. While "the Son" has traditionally been associated with Jesus Christ, it actually represents each one of us.

Jesus came to earth to show us the path back to the Divine Source through his life. We are not saved simply because he was crucified; we are saved because he showed us the way. When we dedicate our lives to living as he did—embodying his teachings and making them part of our daily existence—we align ourselves with our true home: heaven.
When Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life," he wasn’t asking us to simply worship him, but to live by the principles he taught. Like other ascended masters, he came to illuminate the path for us. We are all part of the Holy Trinity. God is within each of us, and through the Holy Spirit—the divine energy that flows through all things—we reconnect with God, our true source.
Wishing you all a beautiful and transformative eclipse week!
March 29, 2025
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Is he draining your energy?
You might not notice it at first, but over time, being in a relationship where your energy is constantly being taken can leave you feeling drained, tired, and even disconnected from your own sense of beauty and power. You used to be glowing—your energy so vibrant, your beauty so radiant. Then you accepted someone in your life. Now you are worn out, your light dimmed, your spirit heavy.
You might not notice it at first, but over time, being in a relationship where your energy is constantly being taken can leave you feeling drained, tired, and even disconnected from your own sense of beauty and power. You used to be glowing—your energy so vibrant, your beauty so radiant. Then you accepted someone in your life. Now you are worn out, your light dimmed, your spirit heavy.

Is he draining your energy?
You might not notice it at first, but over time, being in a relationship where your energy is constantly being taken can leave you feeling drained, tired, and even disconnected from your own sense of beauty and power. You used to be glowing—your energy so vibrant, your beauty so radiant. Then you accepted someone in your life. Now you are worn out, your light dimmed, your spirit heavy. If this feels familiar, it’s time to ask yourself: "Is he draining my energy to fill his own empty cup?"
When a man’s masculine energy is wounded or imbalanced, he might unknowingly pull from your feminine energy to feel whole. At first, it might feel like you’re supporting him, but over time, you notice that you’re the one feeling depleted, while he still seems unsatisfied.
Here are some signs it might be happening:
🌸You feel more tired or drained around him
🌸 You feel constantly giving - emotionally, mentally, or physically
🌸Your sense of self is diminishing by starting to lose touch with your own joy, creativity, or even your physical beauty
🌸You’re not the person you used to be - you used to be vibrant, confident, and alive, but now you’re feeling lost, disconnected, and unsure of yourself
🌸You feel more tired or drained around him
🌸 You feel constantly giving - emotionally, mentally, or physically
🌸Your sense of self is diminishing by starting to lose touch with your own joy, creativity, or even your physical beauty
🌸You’re not the person you used to be - you used to be vibrant, confident, and alive, but now you’re feeling lost, disconnected, and unsure of yourself
What can you do if this is happening?
☀️Reclaim your energy: The first step is to acknowledge what’s happening and take action to restore your balance.
☀️Set boundaries—emotionally, mentally, and physically—to protect your energy.
☀️Stop over-giving: It’s important to recognize that it’s not your job to fix him or constantly give to make him feel whole. You have to take care of yourself first. Start asking for what you need and allow yourself to receive.
☀️Tune back into your feminine energy: Reconnect with what makes you feel alive—whether it’s through creativity, self-care, spending time in nature, or practicing mindfulness. Rediscover what brings you joy and passion, and make time for these things without guilt.
☀️Consider the relationship: Sometimes, if a man is unwilling to address his own imbalances or continues to drain you despite your efforts to set boundaries, you might need to reevaluate the relationship. Your energy and well-being matter.
☀️Seek support: Whether through trusted friends, a coach, or a therapist, it’s important to have people around you who can help you navigate this dynamic and support your journey back to yourself.
☀️Reclaim your energy: The first step is to acknowledge what’s happening and take action to restore your balance.
☀️Set boundaries—emotionally, mentally, and physically—to protect your energy.
☀️Stop over-giving: It’s important to recognize that it’s not your job to fix him or constantly give to make him feel whole. You have to take care of yourself first. Start asking for what you need and allow yourself to receive.
☀️Tune back into your feminine energy: Reconnect with what makes you feel alive—whether it’s through creativity, self-care, spending time in nature, or practicing mindfulness. Rediscover what brings you joy and passion, and make time for these things without guilt.
☀️Consider the relationship: Sometimes, if a man is unwilling to address his own imbalances or continues to drain you despite your efforts to set boundaries, you might need to reevaluate the relationship. Your energy and well-being matter.
☀️Seek support: Whether through trusted friends, a coach, or a therapist, it’s important to have people around you who can help you navigate this dynamic and support your journey back to yourself.
Remember, you are worthy of love that nourishes, not depletes. Your energy, your beauty, and your power are yours to protect and cultivate. Don’t allow anyone to take that from you.
Take care of yourself first. Your radiance deserves to stay shining. 🌸
March 29, 2025
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As a Reiki Master Teacher, I've had moments of doubt with my abilities to effectively channel and teach the Reiki system when I was just starting. It's common to question ourselves when stepping into the role of a healer or teacher. However, my master in Turkey shared with me a profound message, when I brought up to his attention my concerns, that spoke to these uncertainties in a way that goes beyond Reiki and touches on life itself. It felt deeply aligned not just with my personal journey but also with a universal truth that applies to all of us.

Here’s the message that struck me as so powerful:
"We, Reiki practitioners, masters and teachers are simply channels for the Reiki energy. Being a clear channel requires developing skills of letting go, no expectancy and trusting your intuition. Never try to control anything, not just in Reiki, but in your life since Reiki is life. Gokai is not a detail but a guide for your life.
You simply do your exercises, give treatments and share Reiki with others, without trying to control anything, without expecting anything. Just trust your intuition. If you do, you will achieve whatever you are meant to achieve without trying to achieve anything. Do not make comparisons. Do not try to measure or rate anything. Just relax and engage in your practices joyfully.
This is the only way to develop energetically. One day, when you are matured energetically enough, you will know this. Yet, do not check if you are developing, if you are growing. The more you check, the less you will develop; but the more you relax and let it go, the more you will grow."
At first, this message was a gentle reminder for me to trust my intuition as I continue my journey with Reiki. Yet, as I sat with it and practiced the system over the years, I realized its deeper resonance for life as a whole. Often, we get caught up in trying to control outcomes, measuring our progress, or comparing ourselves to others. We lose sight of the present moment, which is where true growth and alignment happen.
This wisdom is not limited to those practicing Reiki but can serve as a gentle guide for anyone striving for ease and grace in life. Whether you are on a spiritual path or navigating the everyday challenges of life, remember this: Trust your journey. Let go of the need to control outcomes. Engage in what brings you joy without the pressure of expectations. In doing so, you align with your natural flow, and life unfolds with grace.
May this message inspire you to let go, trust, and find peace in simply being present, allowing life to develop in its own perfect timing. The more we relax, release, and embrace what is, the more we open ourselves to growth and ease in every aspect of our lives.
March 26, 2025
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About me

Hello I am Cherry Ang but you can call me Miyo —and I’ve been blogging since 2007.
What started as a space to share my love for makeup and beauty has slowly, naturally, evolved into something deeper—something more reflective of who I’ve become.
Back then, I wrote about colors, textures, and finding confidence through creativity. Over the years, as life offered more lessons, more beauty (and sometimes more chaos), I began writing less about the surface and more about the soul. And in 2021, I felt the call to return to blogging—not just as a hobby, but as a way to offer something real, nourishing, and resonant.
This blog is where I share personal stories, reflections, energy insights, and the things I’m still learning. It’s a space for the sensitive, the curious, the deep-feeling hearts—those who want to explore the magic of everyday life through presence, ritual, and gentle remembrance of who we really are.
I work with tools like Reiki, angelic energy, essential oils, Gong Fu Cha and subtle spiritual practices that support emotional clarity, energetic protection, and soul-level alignment. I also share guided meditations, printable rituals, and customized healing tools for those who want to go deeper.
But at the core, I’m still that same writer—hoping that in sharing my experiences, I might inspire someone else to feel seen, safe, and reminded of their own light.
Thanks for being here. Whether you’re reading one post or walking alongside me for a while—I’m honored to share this space with you.
If you want to visit my old beauty blog, Miyo Sia, please click here.
