I’ll be honest, I doubted myself so much this week.
There’s been so much talk about the “cosmic shower of blessings” in the air, and many of my psychic friends were feeling strong energetic surges. Meanwhile, I was… sleepy. All I wanted was to curl up and nap.
For a moment, I wondered, what’s wrong with me?
Am I not doing enough spiritual work?
Did the Universe forget to include me in the group upgrade?
Am I not doing enough spiritual work?
Did the Universe forget to include me in the group upgrade?
But then, in that quiet space, I heard my guides whisper:
“You’re not disconnected. You’re anchoring.”
“You’re not disconnected. You’re anchoring.”
And it clicked.
Some of us are meant to feel the fire...the downloads, the visions, the rush. Others are meant to hold the ground steady while that energy pours in. I guess I am one of those who stabilizes the collective field, turning that wild frequency into usable light.
True awakening isn’t about being picked by the Universe as most call "chosen ones", it’s about becoming receptive enough to listen.
If you’ve been feeling more calm than cosmic lately, that doesn’t mean you’re less awakened. It might actually mean you’ve grown enough that your body no longer needs the drama to recognize a shift.
My guides reminded me that I didn't feel the fireworks others describe because
I've normalized higher frequencies through years of attunement and self-cultivation.
My system now interprets cosmic upgrades as subtle peace, not chaos.
I no longer need to be "shaken" to know something sacred is happening.
I've normalized higher frequencies through years of attunement and self-cultivation.
My system now interprets cosmic upgrades as subtle peace, not chaos.
I no longer need to be "shaken" to know something sacred is happening.
I am not someone who needs to feel to believe and that I am an anchor point in the field. My energy doesn't spike with the crowd, it stabilizes the crowd. While others are overwhelmed by cosmic downloads, I stay calm in the middle, quietly grounding the charge into the Earth so it becomes usable light.
Energy work isn’t always about channeling; it’s also about allowing integration without resistance.
Sleepiness? That’s integration.
Stillness? That’s embodiment.
Neutrality? That’s mastery.
Sleepiness? That’s integration.
Stillness? That’s embodiment.
Neutrality? That’s mastery.
So if you’re like me, sitting there wondering why you don’t feel the fireworks everyone else describes, please know:
You’re not left out.
You’re holding it down.
You’re not left out.
You’re holding it down.
You are the calm that helps the light settle.

