At times my Leo personality prevents me from showing weakness even to the people closest to me. Apparently this came off as me being insensitive, emotionless and stoic. Little did I know, it made someone feel less loved and cherished. I came too strong that I mask my true feelings most of the time.
I came across this reading by Eso Tarot and it dawned on me that at times there are things that need to be said so you can be understood. Sometimes we worry too much that if we become too honest to the people close to us, we become susceptible. I have had trust issues from previous relationships that I had kept this limiting belief to shield myself from pain.
My intuition became stronger and clearer when I get to open up my heart to two friends and from that heart-to-heart conversation I have realized I somewhat brought my relationship with this special someone to a point where we seem like strangers. It was like me digging our relationship its own grave. I am not saying I admit that it was entirely. my fault, it still takes two to tango, but I somewhat added fuel into the fire. We almost lost our connection, that spark that brought us together in the first place.
I realized that I was expecting him to open up his heart to me, when I wasn’t even willing to be vulnerable in front of him. I broke that barrier this week and I am glad I did. I poured my heart and soul to him, unexpectedly it allowed him to open himself to me as well. The words that I have been longing to hear and been questioning myself for the longest time, he answered exactly the way I hope it would be.
So I learned today that when you love, you have to be an open book to that person so he can have the ease and confidence to do the same. Being vulnerable to someone doesn’t show you are weak, but instead, it just tells that person how much he means to you. It was a realization that I learned the hard way that it has to take a Mercury transit in Aries to shake up my 7th House.
It was indeed a rollercoaster ride this week, but the most loved I’ve felt my entire life.
